I read for most the day. Maria had brought me tea and some of the baked goods I had brought home. My mind kept wandering thinking about Henry and then Fredrick and what the h*ll I was going to do about all of it. I love them both in different ways and in different feelings. In this existence, there was no Henry and I in the future. I knew that but my love for him grew with every touch, with every kiss. Could I live a life where we belonged to other people? How long could I live this life? A knock on my door took me from my trance. At some point I had cried and before the door open I wiped my eyes. Fredrick came in in just enough time to see me wipe my eyes.
“Julia? Are you ok?” He asked as he entered.
“Oh yes, just a emotional part in my book.” I set my book on the table.
“Ah I see.
