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I've been woken up at the ass cracking of dawn for the last 6 months, every morning it's the same damned wake up call... HEY WAKE UP YA LAZY ASS WE GOT s**t TO DO,  RONAN GET THAT LAZY ASS OUT OF BED  Ronan comes charging in the room jumps up on the bed and firmly and quickly throws me to the ground, at which point she comes in with a cup of coffee hands it to me, and tells me to drink it... I feel like she and her whole family are hiding something from me but I don't know they're good to me Sky expects a lot out of me though I mean my dad is the head warrior and my mom trains the new shifters but somehow I feel like I've learned more being forced to train with Sky in 6 months than I have my whole life. Every morning starts with a cup of coffee,  then a long ass run seriously we started with a mile in the morning and she's slowly moved it up to 20 plus miles every morning,  I'm always worried that the pack is going to see us away from her property and attack but they never do,  aside from the run she makes me climb trees and I mean big ass trees, then we go down to her workout studio in the house and we do cardio we work on kickboxing jujitsu and wrestling,  then we go outside and she has me shift and attack her, IN MY f*****g WOLF FORM. Hey Sky aren't you worried you're going to get hurt yah know being attacked by my wolf   No, no I'm not you aren't going to hurt me, now finish your coffee we have a lot to do today  We've always got a lot to do you make me train until I can barely stand I'm tired Sky can't I just sleep in today it's Saturday and I want to sleep. No Libby you can't sleep you need to train I don't even know how much time I have but I need you stronger,  you do know that with everything I'm doing right now we aren't just working on  your physical strength right Huh what do you mean,  I'm getting a lot stronger with all your training,  I seriously think I can almost take you  Hahahaha yeah no you can't but you're getting a lot stronger but that's not the only thing  I mean come here I wanna show you something okay Okay what's up why are we going to my bedroom  I followed sky to my room and she was standing in front of my full-length mirror she came over grabbed me and planted me right in front of it  Stay here hold on okay I'll be right back don't move  She runs out of the room and comes back with her phone and pulls up her pictures then she shoves her phone in my face look here, I looked at the picture it was a picture of me the day after I had gotten saved by her I looked ashen,  my eyes were dull and sunk in my skin was painful and pasty my hair was a mess I seriously looked like a pitiful thing looking at that picture,   See look at that picture look at it now look at yourself in the mirror,  not only are you starting to gain some much-needed muscle but you have color to your face, there's life in your eyes and your hair is healthy and shiny,  you're one hot b***h, your body is getting stronger and you are starting to gain some confidence,  but you're still scared of them ass holes we will train every single day until you are confident enough not to wonder if you're going to be separated from me and be attacked by someone,  I need you physically mentally and emotionally strong until we've gotten there this is what we're doing now finish your coffee and I'll meet you outside,  With that she left me standing there she mumbled something along the lines of don't need you loosing yourself just beca "click" the door shut behind her  What the hell's she going on about losing myself does she think I'm gonna end up going  rogue maybe she's worried I'm gonna go rogue and attack her I should talk to her and let her know that technically I'm rogue right now but I'm not gonna lose myself to my wolf,  I know a lot of times when a wolf loses there pack eventually they lose themselves to their wolves completely,  but that isn't going to happen to me because Sky saved me from that fate when she allowed me to be a part of her family,  although most the time it's just the two of us her brothers and sisters visit often and her mother visits and then the council,  still haven't figured those guys out but the point is I'm not alone, I'll admit sometimes watching her with her family makes me a little sad I don't know who or where my mother is or if I have any biological siblings according to Sky my father died 3 years ago in a work-related accident,  and to top it off my family who I was raised by and who loves me only comes once a month and only for maybe an hour,  they used to come regularly but over the last few months it's slowly dwindled to maybe an hour a month and no contact in between  The one time I brought it up to  Sky said it doesn't matter in the end I don't need them and I will move on without them and be just fine, some crap about us being cold blooded people, well I mean unless you're a baby...  Oh s**t what if you're a baby then she jumped up said she needs to look into something and locked herself into her office the rest of the night rogue
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