leena

walking out

I walk out with my head held high and back straight I will not give this guy the satisfaction. just as I'm about to close the Ryan shouts. " were are you going you can't just walk out did you forget I didn't put you on the mortgage or the car so you have nothing"

looking back he has a f*****g smirk on his lips I smile and take my phone and call one of the friends I have been hiding. as if my last 15years have flashed before my eyes I realised he's been so controlling and I am mad I didn't see it before.

"hey its me can you come pick me up usual spot I"

Chris " of course baby girl on my way ETA 10 is that OK"

"yes see you then" putting the phone down without breaking eye contact with Ryan

"we are over I will sleep in Charlie's room with him until I figure out what to do you can keep it all and still be in Charlie's life. I'll grab Charlie from school"

" you think you can leave me haha you can't live without me I'm you money and in return you are in my bed when ever. who the f**k are you meeting" Ryan replys

" you have you secrets clearly I have mine. and yes I am leaving you weather you like it or not chow" I close the door I can hear him call me every name under the sun as I'm walking away" prick I will get me and my son a better life I can't believe I have fell for this for 15years and keep going back what is wrong with me.

as I walk to the bridge just over the estate I can see Chris in his beautiful red for RS. I see his door open and instantly he runs over and hugs me.

Chris " baby girl are you OK you never ring any of us unless Ryan's away."

" I walk in on him f*****g in our bed Chris and my life flashed before how could I not see him controlling my life I even have to hid you guys"

Chris "s**t we all new hun but you had to see it for your self. you and Charlie want to stay at mine or one of they guys."

"I don't know I need to think"

Chris " OK get in I'm taking you to your spot and getting everyone there we can come up with something"

as he shoots the guys a message I get in the car and close my eyes not 15 minutes latter we arrive, at my little thinking spot. we'll it's not little but meany people do know about it .

its beautiful an old minning entente that has filled up with water, it now has fish and ducks. it also has a lot of land with grass and trees, sometimes the travelers that have settled down bring their horses here and let them run free. the best time to come as at sun set the colours in the sky and this patch of water is so calming.