Tita Interlude 10
Traumatic Stress
"Darling may dapat ba akung malaman? "
"Darling?, " pag uulit ko ng tanong sakaniya. Biglaang umiba ang reaksiyon ng mukha niya sa tanong ko tumayo ito at biglaang kinuha ang bag niya.
"Isabella? " pagtawag ko sakaniya
"Saan ang punta mo? " paghagip ko ng tanong sakaniya. Sabay labas ng kwarto. Di nial ko ang digits niya to reach her to ask. Bigla niya akung pinatayan ng phone.
Tstststs right Isabella's behaviour sometimes I do not get it pero ang lakas ng feeling ko na may tinatago siya at hindi siya sinasabi sa akin. And yes she is my weakness and strength at the same time totoog sakaniya na halos.
Umikot buhay ko nag hold on ako sa pangako niyang babalik siya at hindi matatapos o mapuputol ang kahit na anong koneksiyong mayroon kami.
Kahit pa alam kung may pamilya na siya noong buhay pa ang kapatid ko. Kaya valid yung guilt na nararamdaman ko at galit na nararamdaman ni Joan sa akin. In some part tama siya. And this niece of mine laying unconscious on the bed beside me.
Has suffered severly na walang kalaban laban. Like how destiny made fun of me and Isabella , like how I struggled so hard to survive. Maya maya pa the doctor barge in to the room bringing the result.
I slowly tried to get up pero sariwa pa ang sugat ko. Masakit sakit pa ang tahi. Dr. Rodriguez pace his way to me.
" oh Careful,, Dra. Treysie So how do you feel? Ano ba nangyari? Did someone tried to kill you and it went ill fate? " tanong niya
"Ahm no, it's just I have been clumsy kaya ganoon. Kamusta lagay ng pamangkin ko? " tanong ko
"Clumsiness? Hmhm May lacerations and marks ng pagkakatarak ng kutsilyo sa may balikat mo? That's neither a coincidence or miscurmstances! Dra. Aragon Someone threw his/her wrath on you.. Well I guess your niece is.. " sabi niya saka ko siya tinignan ng masama.
"Why you just go ahead and qoute the result and findings? Dr. Ramil? " straughtforward kung saway sakaniya
He breath out heavey in the thin air and said.
"Nabugbog ng sobra yung kaliwang braso niya and it almost fractured a bone within. Kaya nakabenda elbow niya to support it to prevent further injury and it must be seen by an orthopedic. "
"And her leg na sprain ito with marks of bruises big bruises. " sabi niya bigla akung kinabahan maybe may something sa dugo niya or what.
"As I check it through lab test done to her wala naman siyang kahit anung negative results sa blood niya normal naman. And may I suggest that you might want to seek a Psychiatrist to check on her mental stability. "
"Bakit? Does she shown any misbehaviour Dr. Ramil? " tanong ko sakaniya.
"Yes! Dra. Treysie Or just enter her into a Counselling session, kasi while we are on the process of medicating her she screams a lot of traumatic events haunting her in her in pain bed confinement. "
"Si. Very well said Ramil, thank you. "
"In addition to that you might want to ask her if she had a pre existing condition kasi she had terrible chills asleep before the nurses roll her in the hospital bed here after you. ito nga pala yung mga nireseta ko para sa mga gamot niyu. " inabot niya sa akin sabay paalam palabas ng room
"And I also filed the patient case to an Orthopedic specialist you may contact the doctor once I issue her and your discharge papers as well.
"Thank you.. " pasasalamat ko then he bid goodbye.
Napalingon ako kay Joan, trying to recall her revelations. Kahit ako hindi ako makapaniwala at nagulat ako, the anger, the burden, the chills she had this is the third time it happened. She is almsot halfway pass breaking down.
Biglaang dumating si Isabella carrying food and clothes para sa amin ni Joan. She sit beside me amd ask forgiveness ng umalis siya and ask hows her daugther's condition. I told her everything bluntly
"Joan had a traumatic stress As I observe it and the doctor who medicated us darling." Pambanasag ko sa katahimikan naming dalawa.
" and it all because of me.. Yun yung gusto mo malaman at marinig diba Treysie?. Aaminin ko I resented her while she is studying in Amerika. Dahil naka tanggap ako ng report from my sister... " sabi niya nagulat ako sa inamin niya sa akin bahagya akung nagalit sakaniya how come did she gone through it to my niece without any remorse.
"That it almost killed your daugther and my niece! " naiinis ko ng sagot sakaniya.
"Pero hindii ko alam na ganoon na pala yung nangyayari sakaniya doon. Oo totoong ipinatapon ko siya sa Amerika para paghiwalayin sila ni Antoinette dahil sa nakaramdam ako ng inggit sa anak ko. " mangiyak ngiyak niyang sabi
"Nainggit ako sa fact na she is with her lesbian lover and love habang ako nakatali sa kapatid mo. Malayo sayu I thought by doing that she will stop fighthing and loving and so I could achieve justice on what happened between us. But then she continued ayoko kay Antoinette bilang magulang iba ang nararamdaman ko sa batang yun. "
"Hindi maganda, tinignan ko din kung hangang saan siya I offered her 1.2 million cheque to forget and leave Joan alone and away she instantly grabbed it without any hesistations or even thinking twice. "
"Ni hindi man lang niya inilaban o pinatunayan sarile niya sa amin ng kapatid mo or even tried to step in between tulad nung ginawa mo para sa atin I knew right then and there she is not suited for my daigther, yun ang hindi alam ni Joan at ayoko ng malaman niya yun. " pagsisiwalat ni isabella ng katotohanan.
Now everything is clear pero hindi ako sang ayon sa ginawa niya pagpapatapon kay Joan.
"But Im not agreeing with you doon sa pagpapatapon mo sa pamangkin ko sa Amerika as her aunt. " bigla ulit sumimnagot ito sa akin and hold my chin tightly using her hand. Nagulat ako sa ginawa niya.
"Treysie ayokong pakikiealaman mo ako o manghihimasok ka on how should I deal with Joan as her mother! Ako ang nanay ako naghirap alam mo yan! Kaya ako magdedeicde on what's best for her! kahit na tiyahin ka pa niya at lover kita! you have no right! " matigas niyang sabi sabay kawala ng kamay niya sa baba ko.
"Or else by doing so you" ll loose us again! And this time it will be till my last breath!" pananakot niya sa akin
"I am sorry Darling, I am sorry, patawarin mo na ako please sorry. " that's it right there and then I am tamed again by her oo na under ako eh. Sabay yakap niya sa akin
And it all went good and steady again, panaka naka din niyang pinupunasan ang anak niya. She even hire a nurse to look after her daugther. Since may time na mahina hina na ang katawan niya cause she is diagnosed with a terminal illness that I have not face yet or come to terms with.
Na anytime soon I'll be loosing her forever. Mukhang hindi ko yata kakayanin yun iniisip ko palang para na akung nalalagutan ng hininga. It is tearing me apart. After she is done attending Joan she lay resting beside me ito palang pakiramdam ko unti unti humihilom sugat ko nare-retrieve lakas ko.
The sweetest moment, moment na I thought it would never happen. I reach for her face leaning against my chest using my hand and stroke it passionately and dearly.
She is sound asleep hindi ako tama tamaan ng antok maybe the medications and a bit striking pain from my wound. I stroke her hair and play with it. Then I slowly run my fingers trailing down to her chin I slowly lifted it up.
And reach for it arching my mouth to open hers.. Slowly, l*****g it she move her face and open her eyes she wiggle her nose tip to mine and smile.
"Treysie Ugh. " her slight moan that drives me insane. She kiss me deeply and I kiss her back passionately. Moving my fingers down to her neck caressing it. She move her body kapantay ng maabot ko.
I trail down my fingers to her duckies and hardly play with it she moan subtlely. And repeat the same to the other side. Nilaro ko ng nilaro ang kaniyang u**ng hangang sa manigas ang mga ito. Umayos siya ng puwesto now she is on top of me.
Sa may bandang puson naka sitting position she start to grind her P against mine. Ramdam ko ang bawat pagtunog ng wetness niya. It's dark and super late na tapos na ding mag rounds ang mga nurses.
I slid inside her undies yung kamay kung walang suwero. I slide it through it.
"Ugh darling your ao f*****g wet.. "
She continue to grind and pop in my palm habang laro laro ko yung happy bean niya. Her moans become increasingly loud I wave her to lower her voice down.
Binilis bilisan ko pa ang paglalaro at panghihimas sa p*p* niya habang ang kamay kung may suwero ay lamas lamas ang mga magkabilaang duckies niya. I occassionally lift my head forward sucking her titties buttons to add more s****l arousal.
I suck it and continue the rythm soo until I am feeling that she is about cum... she raise her head up high and release that juicy waters o hers. Unti unti kung inalis ang palad ko and stop for a bit to tease her beans and pinch it. She lean forward to me
And start to torridly kiss me with her wild tounge adventuring inside my mouth I lick and eat the rest of her juice from my palm. We are disturbed by the sudden distressing screamss from....
"Officer! Please no! Please I beg your mercy.. I cannot not now.. Please spare me a day I can't it hurts down there... "
"Arghhhh officer no! Please. Daddy tulungan niyu ako.. Nana lolay... Lolay nana . Tulungan niyu ako pls. Ate Jacky.. Mommmy please tulungan mo ako.. "
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