Rendezvous at Silver Lining

Divinity's POV: No more Thongs

What in the entire f**k was THAT!!!

Did I just- no, I couldn't have… Could I?

My mind is permanently scarred with the memory of those two f*****g in his office. He has absoluetly no shame! He locked eyes with me and STILL continued!! I left his office and was on my way back to my own to drop off his laptop. I was returning it to Mr.McCoy when I walked in on… oh my god!!!

I'm freaking the f**k out!

How could I ever show my face in front of him again?

Tears.TEARS!!!

I was melting on the inside. Someone get a mop cause my soul s**t itself.

I'm the only one who can casually knock and open the door to Mr. McCoy’s office. I'm literally his line of communication between the companies he's partnering with and the workers who work on those projects. He's allowed me leadway, and Sarah never bothers me when I come to his office unannounced. I'm not sure if he's stated to leave me or if she didn't think anything would happen between us, so she just didn't care. Now, I'm wishing her uppity ass was hounding his door. Just thinking of him and her together pisses me off. Why is it she gets to play out my fantasies, and I can barely get a look in the eye!?

Hell, the only time he looked me in the eyes was when he saw me watching. His gaze was so intense. The noise of the juices, his body colliding with hers, then that climax! I wish he'd empty into me like that. Bent over or in mouth. Anywhere.

…

Get the f**k outta here!!! I KNOW I'm not turned on by that s**t?

I completely stopped in my tracks at the thought. It took everything in me to not throw his stupid laptop. I clutched it to my chest and began to breathe. I closed my eyes tryna clear my mind, but the images of what I just saw kept playing out. More importantly, I keep envisioning myself in Sarah's position. I started to heat up, clutching my thighs tightly together to keep my wetness from overflowing.

Note to self: no more thongs to work. My body can't take it.

I dropped his laptop off and headed back to the cafe. I was trying to reign in my conflicted emotions and praying to just leave soon. My day was practically over. We closed the deal, and I was already ahead on the next project.The only thing I wanted to do before leaving was talking to Mr.McCoy about my, maybe, soon, departure from Silver Lining. At this very moment, I just want to leave. I'll speak to him tomorrow or something. Hopefully, Binny can help clear my mind with her, well, being her. I smile at the thought of one of my best friends. She really could lift my spirits. I started to relax, but that quickly changed.

I looked around the cafe in search of my previous seat with Robin when I saw reason #2 for not wearing thongs at work, sitting next to her. They clearly were talking about me cause she looked startled. I'll just ignore it and pretend I didn't notice. Damien was locking his lips away, so I know they were definitely talking s**t… heffa.

I went over to the table, and Robin asked if Damien could sit with us, and of course, I wanted to say hell no, but I smiled and said sure. He made a comment about missing me, and I gave a snide remark and low-key thought it was kind of rude of me, but he didn't seem to mind. I tried to focus on Robin, but my brain was scattered. One second, my head is filled with images of Mr.McCoy and the next Damien. I reached down to rub my leg, and Damien immediately noticed. I simply said I'm not used to wearing shoes like this all day, and his ass offers a massage.

SIR!!!! Please don't do this to me. My panties can't take any more!

I looked to Robin, thinking her ass could get me out of this situation. I don't know what I was thinking cause I should've known she wouldn't be any help. So I turned back to Damien and gave a small nod. He got his big ass up and crouched right in front of me, bringing my leg up to sit on top of his. I was trying to yank my leg away, but he held it firmly. I just sat there utterly speechless. His gaze was so intense, yet his touch was light. It was setting my body on fire. I gave up any hope that my thong would survive and prayed he couldn't see it, let alone know it was him doing this to me. He asked questions about my tattoo, and I answered. After he was done massaging my leg and tying up my shoe, I immediately got up and looked around to see the many eyes on us, and Binny's playful smirk that I wanted to kick off her face. I couldn't bring myself to look him in the eyes and just extended my hand again, just needing all this to be over. He didn't take my hand, instead, used his pointer finger to lift my chin so my eyes could meet his. I felt myself drowning in his orbs and wanted to go deeper. I didn't even hear what he said, but I saw him walk away. I was frozen to the spot. Robin got up and stood in front of me. She had the biggest smile on her face. It took me a second to hear what she said to me, I was in such a daze.

"I'm sorry, what did you say, Binny?"

I was blinking so fast tryna clear the fog.

"I said, 'That was some sexy s**t songbird, and EVERYONE saw it.' That man wants you and is playing no games. It seems as though you were too busy being awestruck to realize he gave me his number to give to you, and he expects, at the very least, a text tonight. Soooo, get your s**t together and call this man."

I was finally able to snap out my haze and focus.

"Songbird? He gave me his number?!"

"Uh, yeah. He called you that, after finding out you sing. Also, I sent his number to your phone and fully expect the play by play. I already texted Kris and will call her ass later to keep you in check when I'm not around. You WILL be talking to this man!"

She gave a devious smile and wanted to burn hers and my phone, cause if the b***h already texted Kris, I was f****d forreal.

"Why did you text her, Robin? You know she's gonna hound the hell outta me! She’s the reason I'm in the mess to begin with."

I was seriously panicking.

"Divinity, how is she responsible for any of this?"

"She made me wear this s**t today! I knew I should've changed my damn clothes. If I did, I wouldn't be getting all this f*****g attention. You know I hate this s**t, Binny."

She started to laugh, and I was over all this.

"It's not funny, Robin."

I cut my eyes to her, and she stopped her laughing and looked at me intently.

"Vinnie, why are you so nervous? For real? And don't lie to me."

I had to take a deep breath and look at her.

"Vinnie, talk to me."

She grabbed my hand and guided me back to the chairs. We sat facing each other.

"Robin… I'm nervous as hell, girl. Seriously. You know I'm not the best in these situations, and too much is going on today. All this attention is killing me. I jumped clear outta my comfort zone today with this get-up, which I'll admit, I actually really like. But the rest of this is too much. I feel like my senses are in overdrive. And damn it, I'll never wear a thong to work again, cause baby, she's struggling right now."

We both laughed at my stupid comment. Robin squeezed my hand to get my attention.

"Vinnie, it's gonna be fine. Don't stress yourself out. It has nothing to do with what you have on. You're gorgeous every day. I think because you are already hyper focused on what you have on, you're just now realizing the looks and stares you get on a regular day. It's ok to not be a pro at handling men, but that's what your friends are here for. You know, both I and Kris will always have your back and never steer you wrong. But you can't stay hidden forever, love."

I groaned out in frustration.

"Can't I stay hidden forever Binny… or just a little while longer."

I leaned forward and placed my forehead against her shoulder, and she rubbed my back.

"Nope, b***h. You betta put on your big girl panties."

We both laughed. And I leaned into her ear and whispered.

"Gurl, I gotta tell you something, but you have to promise to never bring it up here, unless we're home or whatever."

She looked at me funny for a second, then nodded.

"b***h, I swear if you act weird or funny after this around them, I'd put my foot so far up your ass, everytime you s**t, you'll have chips of nail polish come out."

She burst out laughing, and I nudged her to shut her up. She throws her hands up in surrender.

"Ok, ok damn!! Now what is it that's so damn top secret."

She whispered that in my ear, still giggling. Leaning back over, I whispered back.

"You know how I went to give Mr.McCoy his laptop back. You also know how I can just go into his office after knocking, right?! Well, I did exactly that earlier and when I tell you I damn near had a stroke at what I saw, I mean that s**t! He was f*****g Sarah's dumbass over his desk. I was so shocked, I froze and he caught me staring. We locked eyes b***h and the moment he came, his eyes closed and I was outta there. I was only there for a good minute, but damn if it ain't felt like forever.Then I come down here and get eye f****d again by another sexy ass man. My hormones are through the roof!!!"

I finally looked back up at Robin’s face. Her eyes were as wide as saucers, and her mouth sat comfortably in her lap. It was my turn to laugh at her and bring her back to reality when I closed her mouth. She finally looked back at me.

"Divinity. Don't play. Is that true? Is that why your ass was tryna pass as a ghost earlier, cause you definitely lost a shade or two when you came back. I just thought it was because of Damien! No wonder why you're f*****g stressed."

"Shittttt. Me and Casper at this point cousins, cause yes!!! I saw that s**t and he saw me. I was going to talk to him today but I don't have it in me to do so. I'm getting the f**k up outta here right now, before some more craziness happen and I'm walking around with my v****a on the fritz."

We cracked up going to our offices to get our things to leave. We were completely enthralled with our conversation, and I was praying that none of this was being heard through our burst of laughter. I quickly headed to my office and got my things, including Mr. McCoy’s laptop and heading to the exit with Binny right beside me. We head to our cars and make plans to meet up this weekend. I leave the garage and take a deep breath, relieved to finally be heading home. I just need this day to end. I know Damien had asked me to text him tonight, but I need a break. I sat in complete silence headed home.