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My eyes widened, yet again he was doing something my mind couldn’t catch up, but my heart spoke a different story
“You gonna reject me?”
He lifted one of his eyebrows
“I…”
My eyes shook, but that was the very kind of s**t he loved to see
“This is a safe house, no one would see”
He mistook my shock for feeling insecure
“It’s not like that”
I barked back
“Oh it is too”
He gets up and I shifted back
“I’ll change my mind”
He moved closer, his lips was twisted while I was sweating badly. He loved that as well
To see me, the one and only, this weak, this helpless
“Don’t do this…”
I was scared, regardless of everuthing that might be going on in my heart, still I was scared
Scared of whatever might happen next
I feel I couldn’t handle the consequences, but he didn’t give me a moment to think probably
“One…”
He started to count, so as to had more pressure to me
That motherfucker
“Wait…”
I pleaded. I Hunter was pleading to someone for the first time in my life to hold on, yet he ignored me again
He always do
“Two..”
“You asshole”
I panicked, and yelled out
But he still parted his lips to call the last number
“Th…
But I couldn’t let him, I mean I could walk out of the door and cancel this whole thing
It was a freewill
I had every opportunity to do that and leave a psycho like him, I had the choice, and I made it, but maybe not the right one
My knees slowly lowered and my legs failed me
It kissed the mocking ground, and I was below him, his view up high, he looked like a king, his sight glorious, I couldn’t lie about that
His lips twisted, he noticed the look in my eyes, it was always about the look in my eyes, damnit!
The dominant he had over me was insane, and I was his slave
“Please don’t let my dream crush…”
I looked up above, and he acted like he was deaf
“Hmm?”
He twitched his face, and my blood boiled, but I still couldn’t stand
“I said pleas join my team”
His lips twisted, and I knew I was in trouble
“Pretty boy, my d**k is down there, not on my face”
The grin finally formed, and my eyes shook, but he found no fault in what he said
He was shameless… he was an asshole… he was
“I know you want this…”
He was…right.
My body betrayed me.
If you put your hands in fire you’d burn
In the process of being curious about him, I lost myself, to someone as shitty as him
“You are silent, cause it’s true”
“I don’t!”
I lied
“Don’t disobey me”
He acted like he is a god, and he knew my weakness
He backed away and my lips parted involuntarily
“Why are you so shitty”
But i don’t said what he want, I said something else
He scoffed, he didn’t give two flying f***s about my words
“That’s how I treat guys like you”
“Guys?”
So they are more…
I didn’t say those last words out, it died within me so did my twisted jealousy, but he noticed, he was always the one that I could never hide anything for
“And yet you claim you don’t feel anything”
“I guess I do”
Honesty mixed with anger for finally admitting it, came out of my mind, but it was never loud, cause I never did had the courage
“What?, i don’t speak mumble”
He snapped back, i didn’t still reply, he didn’t pressed forward either
I watch his eyes, it spoke volumes yet I understood nothing, and the inability killed me, I was with a guy below him, trting to do something I have never done before all because of a team
That was a lie the whole world knows about, there was something more definitely, I accepted it myself some minutes ago, but what would the future be like, maybe that was what sacred me, what everybody wouod think about me
The whole me falling for someone i wasn’t sure fekt a single f**k about me, was it worth it
It didn’t feel like it, nothing did, but the desires where there, and he made them more hungrier
He wagged his d**k close to my face, and mouthed something out but I didn’t know what it was, I was no smart ass that read lips or anything
“Huh?”
I stanmered, and he rolled his eyes
“You want this, right?”
What the f**k did he need confirmation for again, so that he can have it at the back of his hands that I was the one that was dying to f**k him
I ignored him, and looked sideways
He didn’t care if I did, he knew his words woukd make me look back and he was right
“Beg me”
My eyes widened, but his face remained serious, his eyes told me that it fekt he had always me to say that him, to be on my knees looking at him, at his mercy, his eyes hinted on something
More of anger, less than attraction, and my heart sank, no… at least a part of it
I was disappointed and couldn’t speak, but he didn’t like delay, so he put me back on thin ice
“One”
He started to count, and my heart started to pound.
“Two…”
“Wait!”
I protested
He ignored
“If I get to three, I’d act like this never happened”
He let go of his d**k, then he stopped
“And oh, I won’t still join your f*****g team”
He grinned feeling like a f*****g god by saying it, and then he started to back away, and finally my mouth parted
“Please…”
I held my hands together and looked up at hom
I was still on the ground
He moved forward, but he wasn’t still satisfied
“Properly”
Anger consumed me, he was hurting my pride, doing everuthing i would never tolerate from anyone, yet I didn’t wanted to leave, I was a fool
No one might never understand me, I was confused myself, but I felt like I’d regret it if I let this pass
I also did felt like I’d regret it if I listened to him, I knew I would, but still I carried on
“Please let me suck your d**k”
My eyes shook, and his lips curved, just little
It didn’t mean anything
I mean I still didn’t understand anything
He never let me have even a peak of him
“You look sexy when you beg”
“And you make me hate you more when you win”
I snorted and surprisingly, this was what got him laughing
“No you don’t”
He looked at me in the eyes, then he brought me up, his hands on my shoulders and he kissed me, i didn’t expected it to be that rough, but I couldn’t deny how hot it was
Even though when I tried to hold him, he wouldn’t let me
“You are not in control here”
He would whisper into my ears and continue kissing me.
But my hands wouldn’t listen
“I want this”
I dont know what came over me, but I blurted out, and my hand happened to be on his d**k when I said that.
He chucked, then flicked my head wuth his finger
“You just a f*****g dirty boy in sheep clothing”
He said, and for the first time he listened to me, and finally brought me down again, and I lost more control, and immediately unbutton his trousers, but the s**t would pull down
“Easy boy”
He mocked me and I got more angrier
I dragged it as hard as I could, and then it finally fell, and I did the same to to boxers, but then I stopped when my eyes finally saw the sight
Maybe this was what got him high, maybe this was what made him a f*****g asshole, and as much as I hate to admit, he was right to feel that way
Anybody with that kind of p***s would feel like on top of the world and that s**t was going into my mouth, or else I’d lose face in front of him and would never forgive myself
So I did it… i don’t let myself show I was panicking for too long before he figured out, I knew he already did, but anymore time wasted would make him either laugh or mock me
I didn’t wanted that
His long thick d**k was on my hand, he was looking down at me, watching me like am some f*****g cinema, probably waiting for me to f**k up or back out, but i didn’t, I brought it closer to my mouth, and looked back up at hom one last time, before I licked the slit on the head of his p***s, and he let out a sound, that got my heart racing again
I was a virgin, a secret I never told anyone
I would kiss and all that, but i wasn’t really interested in f*****g someone I wasn’t that crazy about
Everyone felt fake, they all wanted me because I was popular and I didn’t wanted my love tale to be something like I sleep around or do that kind of shit
I wanted something genuine
I have waited so f*****g long
Planning after I leave high school, am gonna move to a new state or something, even though they would also probably know me there cause that was how famous I was, but at least a change of environment was good
I f*****g didn’t wanted to get tangled up with something, especially a “it” like him
He was a f*****g asshole, manipulator and nothing I wanted my partner to be like
Yet… I was doing this to him
Below him, sucking his d**k, while he stroke my head back and front as he quietly moans out, cause to him I was probably inexperienced like all the eyes he fucked
Maybe that was why he held my head
Maybe that was why my inside still like he was mocking me
But what feared me the most was that regardless of all those red flags, I still didn’t wanted to walk away
Maybe I felt this was the best for me
What I could ever had
Fuck I was f*****g confused, and was definitely gonna lose my virginity to him without still figuring s**t out
“Hmm”
He digged his fingers into my hair and started to move faster
He was f*****g my mouth, and yet I didn’t stop him
“Yes yes”
He placed his hand on the wall, and I felt like he licked his lips
Then he started to shake, and brought my head out, and the next thing I saw was f*****g c*m spilling everywhere but he wasn’t still done with me
“f**k”
He looked on the floor, then back at me
He didn’t ask if nothing got on my face or anything like that, instead he f*****g lifted me up like I was his baby, and started to kiss me
The kiss broke when he got to the bed, and he stared to undress me
Not a word I spoke, cause I was his slave, and I loved it. Not the certainty, but this peak of pleasure that I never knew I would experience by a f*****g guy like me
I was not ashamed being a bottom or anything
I wasn’t ashamed of my body either
Maybe my d**k a little cause his was bigger than mine
But I knew I still looked good, and I felt like he noticed that too, cause when I was completely stripped off of all my clothes
He looked at my body a little, before his lips curved again, but he didn’t say a word like you look good or your so sexy
Fucking nonchalant bastard!
Instead he opened his drawers,
I thought it was a f*****g condom he wante sto bring out, he brought it out though as long with a lube, but something about was with it
Some black ropes and a chain
“H…huh?”
I stanmered, but he only smiled wider
He didn’t say f*****g s**t, didn’t tell me this was how he liked it
BDSM!!!
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