A TASTE FROM THE POPULAR HOCKEY PLAYER

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HUNTER

I thought it ended there, i really thought it did, but when the heart get too invested in something, it kills the soul and don’t let it be until it’s crushed completely

I wanted mine dead at all cost

I wanted to be able to look at him and feel nothing

I wanted to be normal again, to be peaceful, to hate him, or at least see him as other human beings, like the rest of my teammate, like the rest of the motherfuckers that exist in this school

But he knew my heart, he knew how it burnt for him badly, uncontrollably

Lucifer knew he had power and would be a fool to let it go, he knew he would be a fool to entertain himself with, so he stayed and watched me burnt

I knew he didn’t love me..

After all I was his toy that he enjoys messing with, but I still had the option to have left, to have proved him wrong, to say no, but I…

“Uh… it’s being so long”

I closed my eyes as he penetrated into my asshole. Slow then fast, and I hated myself for feeling alive again.

I had been s*x starved

I was in a rusty hotel, maybe he deemed Ile not worthy of being in his room again, but i didn’t care less, cause I lowered my standards, cause to him I was anything he wanted… his rag… his pet

“What… what do you mean..”

He groaned as he held my neck, and started to move inside me.

He was right, it was barely a week ago, I told myself I hated him, and wanted to cut all ties , but here we were f*****g…I was… an addict

And it kept on happening and happening.

I couldn’t get enough of him, the more we f****d, the more hungrier I got, no matter how many times he made me bleed.

So maybe this was the version of love that was meant for him, should I have said no?

LEO

He stayed…

No matter how many times I tried to drift away…

He stayed…

I knew I was human and sometimes gave him wrong signals

Fuck that!

I knew I fell as well… I fell badly too, at some point, maybe the first time we f****d, nah it was wayyy before that, and I was in trouble

He had me wrapped around his fingers, but yet I still had the control, I was just a fool not to know how to use it to the fullest

How to make this my rival bleed until i felt satisfied, until i avenge every pain he indirectly caused me by simply existing, by simply being perfect, until I proved my dead parents he was nothing special

I won’t rest, I won’t f*****g let him be happy, but why wasn’t I enjoying hurting like I thought I would

Why does this looks more like pain, than joy…

Why… f*****g why!!!!

I was suffering

How does it feels to be Lucifer and still feel like you are controlled by someone else

My hatred and inability turned into anger, and I started to hate him more and more, but still couldn’t get away from him, i didn’t know how to…

But then a miracle happened

Some Eli came into the picture, and I felt a taste of control once again

Maybe it was my ego, maybe it was my pride, maybe it was the obsession to hurt him, but I did it…..

After team practice one faithful evening, I called him over, my pet Hunter to come over to my house, and the way his eyes sparkled, oh f**k…

A part of me undoubtedly felt that, but I still wanted to be satisfied, I still wanted that joy in seeing him miserable, so i didn’t back out and he came… looking for s*x as hungry as he always was as if my body was something out of the ordinary

I was just a normal guy, so why did he look so lost without me, even with having so many admirers

I dont think I would ever be able to understand him

But when he stepped into that one room, that bright smile was gone as if it was never there, when his eyes drifted and he saw another guy on my bed

Naked, hungry, hard…

Eli….

His eyes shook, it bled… the misery… but no…I felt pain instead, and never the good kind

I really thought this was the final blow I needed to make me satisfied, was I broken or something?

Why can’t nothing I do to him make me happy?

Why?!

Fuck why?!

But I couldn’t back out now, now that I had brought another guy into my bed, the same bed he had begged me countless times to f**k him on

There was something about my bed that he loved so much, maybe it was because it was on this very bed I took his virginity, but whatever

I didn’t wanted to care

Even though my heart didn’t feel any joy, still I just couldn’t still back out now

“Come over”

I stretched out my hand and invited him over to join us

And then I saw it, the tears… and this time iy rolled out of his eyeballs

He was this broken, yet I was still starved of what I needed

Put your s**t together Leo

I slapped myself mentally, and wiggled my hand in front of him

“You don’t want to keep Eli’s waiting now do you?”

And he shook his head, it wasn’t an answer to my rethroical question, it was more like he couldn’t believe what he was seeing, as if s**t like this didn’t happen out there, threesomes even foursomes and fivesomes

He was just a drama queen and I… hated feeling this unrequited way…damnit!

HUNTER

Eli came to our school some days ago, he was hot and the good kind, his eyes looked kind to, and he eventually joined our team, he wasn’t a player, but just in case so we don’t start looking for another team member like the last time

I’d hate another person as shitty as Leo

“And yet you still love me…”

Shut up!

I protested to the voice in my head, to the cold truth. Eventually me and Eli clicked and even got paired as the school’s couple. Everuthing happened so quickly that i didn’t have a minute to really process how exactly I felt about it

But at the end of the day, everuthing all circled back to that one guy: Leo! Leo! Leo!

Don’t want Leo to get the wrong idea of me and Eli!

Don’t want Leo to hate me!

Don’t want Leo to this and that!

I was really a mess!

But then he started to show jealousy, and it got me too excited too quickly… foolish me

It was after team practice when he came up to me, we were alone obviously

“Hey do you care about the rumor?”

He hit me with a question, and for the first time he looked sincere, as if he was afraid of losing couod see it all in his eyes , or maybe it was my heart that wanted me to see what I wanted to see

My heart felt bad for me on my behalf.

Foolish foolish me

“Rumors?”

I acted dumb

“About you and Eli”

He pressed further. He looked…vulnerable, and I felt like a king

“You jealous?”

I grinned and maybe it was because I got excited too easily that made him return back to his i don’t give a f**k about you state once again

Damn me

“Nope”

He replied, and I nodded my head and hanged my bag to leave, I had started to walk when I felt his warm strong arm around my waist

“Come to my house later”

He whispered in my left ear, before biting it, and I felt my entire body vibrate. I already knew it was this heart that was going to get me killed in the end, but i didn’t know it would be too soon until I entered into that room and saw that motherfucker on the bed, stroking his c**k… naked, as well as Leo.

He stood up to welcome me, he acted normal while I was breaking. I knew to some that it wasn’t a big deal, inviting a third party to add more fantasy to the s*x, but… but…

My words couldn’t form neither could my thoughts, but one thing I was sure of was that I loved only him far too much, that’s why when he threatened me to stop sleeping with me when I immediately turned to walk out of his room, I gave myself away again

“If you walk out, it’s over between us, the friends with benefit s**t “

He even called it s**t

“Wh…what?l

Tears fell off my eyes as I turned around and looked at him unbelievably

All this while that motherfucker kept on watching the show.

And I really thought he was a good guy…Nevermind now

“I… can’t”

I lowered my head down, why couldn’t understand I didn’t wanted to share him with anyone else.

I dont f*****g care if he had slept with 99 billion guys before me, but now that I was here, I didn’t wanted to share him

I was so selfish that I forgot his words were law

“Then that means you are okay with us breaking things”

He was really saying that to me? I guess that was how badly he wanted to f**k eli I guess

He probably got tired of my body and wanted to had a little flavor, didn’t he?

But the threats were far too greater than the dare

So slowly I wiped my tears and started to undress, and he…they watched me.

“Good boy”

As soon as the clothes left my body, he said, held my hand and brought me to the bed to join them and my life lost meaning again

I didn’t let Eli kiss me, but I couldn’t stop him from penetrating into me from behind, while I sucked Leo’s c**k

I couldn’t even moan, cause Leo was out to break my neck

He kept on moaning and shouting f**k as he rode my face, then he brought out and started to f**k Eli, while I played with myself, but my eyes broke million times from the sight I watched

My lover moaning for another man right in front of my face, but what could I do? Was this not begger than losing him completely

At least I still got s*x from him, if only my feelings weren’t attached like how his weren’t

I would be totally fine, but that wasn’t the case now was it? Sadly.