Day 78.1
775 Words
Today, 12:03 AM
Alexis Ran: Hey. Arisa.
Alexis Ran: Talk to me.
Ayoko!
Nahihiya ako
Alexis Ran: So what? You'll act like nothing happened?
Alexis Ran: I want us to talk personally, Sisa.
Alexis Ran: Hindi sa chat.
Tsss.
Nasan ka?
Alexis Ran: Nasa labas ng unit mo.
Alexis Ran: Arisa.
Alexis Ran: Not on the chat.
Alexis Ran: Please.
Ugh.
Fine.
Pero huhu
Dito ako sa likod ng pinto ng unit ko
Dyan ka sa kabila
Okay?
Wait lang.
Give me five minutes to compose myself.
Deal?
Alexis Ran: Fine.
Alexis Ran: Is it five minutes already?
Not yet!
Wag kang atat!
Alexis Ran: Sinong hindi maaatat.
Alexis Ran: I've been waiting for you to notice me.
Alexis Ran: Then you suddenly did.
Alexis Ran: But you're hiding from me.
Grae ka namam maka-notice!!
I've seen you always!
Medyo natagalan lang!
Alexis Ran: Alam ko.
Alexis Ran: You are so slow.
Alexis Ran: As always.
Alexis Ran: But you are worth it.
Alexis Ran: Are you okay now?
Alexis Ran: Are you ready to talk?
Okay.
Uhm
Feeling ko pipiyok ako kapag nagsalita ko.
Anyway, let's get it on.
Seen, 12:15 AM
5:04 AM
So tayo na ba?
Alexis Ran: Good morning din.
Ay shuta
Ahahahah
Good morning Ekis
Alexis Ran: And yes, tayo na. Finally.
Grabe ka naman maka-finally!!
Alexis Ran: Finally hindi ka na pagong. Haha.
Alexis Ran:
May breakfast ba dyan? Ahahaha
Alexis Ran: Sabi ko na eh.
Alexis Ran: Pagkain ko lang habol mo sa 'kin.
Hindi!!!
Pati katawan mo.
Joke.
AHAHAHAHAHAH
Alexis Ran: Wtf.
Ahahahahahah!
Pakain baby boy!
Alexis Ran: Sure, baby girl.
Mag-aasikaso na ako para di ma-late. Ikaw rin.
Alexis Ran: Yeah.
Alexis Ran: Love you.
Seen, 5:14 AM
Loveyoutoo
Ahehe
Alexis Ran: Wag mo nang samahan ng tawang pedophile.
Ahahahaha!
See you later, Ekis!
Love you!
Alexis Ran:
#RIPEmoji
Seen, 5:16 AM
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Margaux Aristelle (Author)
11:40 AM
"You did not only become my sun, Arisa. Hindi lang sa 'yo umikot ang mundo ko. You, you became my world."
Kapag may lalaking nagsabi sa 'yo niyan, anong gagawin mo?
Ako, naiyak. Muntanga. Ahahaha
I can't believe I finally did it. Gusto kong ikuwento na kay Jemarie pero gusto ko siyang i-surprise ahaha
Saka gusto ko munang sarilinin 'yong feels.
Na finally, kami na ni Ekis.
Siguro mabilis ang pangyayari. Pero hindi na rin nakakagulat. Para bang, all along, this was bound to happen. Ganun.
Kanina nung magkausap kami sa unit ko, sobrang kabado ako. Kaya nga nung una, may pinto na nakapagitan sa 'min ni Ekis. Nasa kabila siya ng pinto. Ganoon kami nag-usap.
Then he told me everything. How it started, how it felt, how he waited. Na all along, signs at pagpaparamdam na pala 'yong ginagawa niya sa chat. Wtf bakit hindi ko napansin?!
Ganon ba talaga ako ka-slow?!
So I told him about everything as well. Kung papaanong natatakot ako na mahalin siya dahil sa nangyari sa 'min ni Lex. Kung papaanong sobrang nai-insecure ako.
Sinabi ko sa kanya na everyday, I've been fighting my fears and I was able to face it everyday because of him. Kasi nandyan siya palagi, eh.
Minsan nakakagulat din na kung papaanong umabot sa ganito 'yong feelings ko. Para bang I became so strong because of this love. Kasi 'yong takot ko, nagawa kong labanan at harapin. Kasi unti-unti, nagagawa kong matanggap 'yong faults ko. Kasi nagawa ni Ekis 'yon eh.
With my back leaning on the door, I told him about my growing feelings that started since Day 30 (or maybe even earlier). I told him how I tried to fight it but was always losing big time.
Then slowly, I opened the door to my apartment. While facing him, I told him I'm ready for more than this.
Niyakap ako ni Ekis. Bigla-bigla. 'Yong makaputol-hiningang yakap. Para bang sa yakap na 'yon, pinaparamdam niya sa 'kin 'yong lahat ng emosyong nararamdaman niya sa mga oras na 'yon.
I hugged him back.
Then I told him I love him.
Simple as that.
Then ibinulong niya sa 'kin na mahal din niya ako.
It was simple. Walang confetti, walang streamers, walang fireworks. Pero sapat na 'yon sa 'kin. Kasi marinig na mahal din ako ni Ekis, what more can I ask for?
Ito na 'yon, eh. No more holding back. We will face this new chapter of our lives together. Hand-in-hand.
And you know, ang funny kasi all this time, para na pala kaming couple kung umasta?! Really? Ahahaha
It seems like nothing changed pero alam namin na meron. May label na, eh. Alam na namin 'yong totoong lugar namin sa isa't isa.
Ang sarap sa feeling.
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