A nobody's diary

Dear Diary: All for A!

That was the worst offer I ever received in my whole life. Can you imagine a teacher offers a student such good grade in exchange for something not nice. DISGUSTING!

Mr. Zamora stood up and walked towards me. Is he serious? OMG! He’s about to initiate that disgusting thing. What should I do? Of course, I did the right thing, I guess. I turned away and said big no. I was about to run outside his office, but he grabbed my shoulder and whispered, “Give it to me and I’ll take care of everything”.

I went blank and his voice carried me to unbutton my blouse and come to him slowly. It seems like I have lost my mind. What is this?

What is happening on earth? Am I about to lose my virginity for my grades? What is this? Is this the consequences of not studying well? I am not that desperate to give it up just for my grades. Now, I am taking back my words. I can’t do anything. I’d rather fail his subject than to lose the only thing I had as a women. So, I pushed him back and then he laughed. What? He just laughed? Why?

“You girls are all the same. Do you really think that I will take advantage of you? I am doing some of my research and I am so sorry about that. Did I scare you?”, he asked. Like what the heck! What kind of research was that. He used me without my consent. That was inappropriate. He did not explain what kind of research was he up to. If it was dangerous or whatsoever.

While I was putting my blouse back, he tried to apologize by changing my grades from failed to passed. He looked directly on my eyes and smiled like an angel. He’s trying to seduced me AGAIN. Is this still part of his research? “Apology accepted”, I said even though I’m still pissed. There was a lot of disgusting things running inside my head and I almost show my t**s then he said he was just fooling around for his research. UGHHH!

“The research will be confidential as long as you will not tell anyone.”, he said. I agreed since it was very embarrassing at the first place. I failed then I was given an offer, my body in exchange for my grades.

I left his office like nothing happened. Oh I forgot, I passed. That’s the only good thing happened to me in his office. It was a win-win situation, right? I passed his subject, then he gets results for his research. That’s all. I should forget what just happened inside his office. Ya.