I Want The Bad Boy !!

Nightmares

It has been one week since my father rescued me and brought me back home he is stayed and decided he's going to stay awhile even calling and having my mother come so that I can have help with milia and getting better. One week I've not being allowed out of bed not that my body could really would stand leaving the bed very long to do very much I was still so very sore but at least now I could open my eyes all the way and they were no longer swollen shut. They weren't ugly color but not black anymore meaning that they were healing just fine. The bruises has now turned to a yellowish greatest color and only the teeniest bit sore. I'm more than ready to get out of bed I just have to convince my family that'll be a good idea I even try telling them that I wasn't going to go paraplegic from now on use of my legs if that's really how they wanted me for the rest of my life so be it but I prefer not be that way before finally my mother agreed to let me get up and walk around the house for a little while. I have to give that woman credit she took on my Dad and Stark withey's winning the battle. I am currently sitting in the living room watching a milia play with her horsey dolls in her Barbie dolls thanking the heavens above for today and my family and then I got to survive and come home to my family. 

Alexis: "It feels like it's been years since I've seen you" I hear my best friend's voice and can't help the smile that spreads across my face as I turned to see her jumping up and wrapping my arms around her neck as she wraps her arms around my torso and we hug each other tightly.

Me: "OMG, I have missed you so much !!", I squeal with joy.

Alexis: "That is because I am a miscible person to be missed.", she says with here trademark smile.

Alexis and I sit down on the couch as we talk and catch up and reminisce watching Amelia play with her toys. I'm grateful that she doesn't happen to mention the way that I look or look at me with sympathy or pity in her eyes. She just behaves as my best friend Alexis as if nothing had happened and for that I love her that is why she is my best friend. I don't know how many hours have gone by as it is only seems like minutes before my mom hollers out from the kitchen saying that dinner's ready. After dinner we all decide to head out into the back patio to have some drinks and after having a few drinks I decide I want to go swimming Alexis of course is right beside me down for anything. I don't even change my clothes or anything like that I just simply slip off my shoes and Run and Jump straight into the pool blue jean pants t-shirt and all. I'm feeling so good from the alcohol that I don't think anything can destroy my mood I don't even feel soreness from my bruises that have been healing either pretty soon Alex and Stark show up they been gone doing business and join us in the pool. I can't help the memories that flashed through my mind of the last time I was in the pool with Stark and my entire face flushes red I can tell by the heat I feel radiating off of it. Stark of course catches this as he smiles and swims towards me grabbing my legs and wrapping them around his torso my arms instinctively going around his neck as he pulls me close some Whispers into my ear that he knows what I'm thinking about and that we can always have every cap later once everybody's gone. Later would be much later though given the fact that everybody was wasted so everybody was staying the night I just smile and hide my face in the crook of his neck as he spins around in the water. By the time we get out of the swimming pool my entire body is all pruney and wrinkly as if I was in my 90's or so and it hurts my feet to walk across the concrete around the pool so Stark picks me up and Carries me into the house and up to our room helping me to get changed into the my nightgown and tucking me into bed where he joined me and snuggled up to me causing me to fall asleep quite quickly and quite deeply. I don't know how long I had forgotten to sleep before the nightmare started but just before the bad man in my dreams gets me I can feel my body being gently shaken and hear the soothing voice that Stark is using trying to wake me telling me that it's okay it's just a dream everything's okay not to worry he's got me and he would never let anything ever happened to me again. I don't even open my eyes before I start crying against his chest as he rubs his hand soothingly over my back and the other one through my hair kissing my forehead repeating sweet nothings to calm me down. All I can think is how stupidly it is of my subconscious to be such a traitor on such a damn good night. Eventually I fall asleep in the same position against his chest due to being overwhelmingly tired just from the crying alone.