Before I could utter the words I was abruptly interrupted by a knock on the door. I was relieved once I realized that it was the doctor whom I was hoping to bring me some type of good news because at this moment I knew my heart couldn"t take any more bad. I begin to listen intently as he slowly begins to go over some of the results from my lab work. As the words slowly begin to pour out of his mouth, my mind slowly drifts away into a distant land. It wasn’t until my phone started buzzing again that I was finally able to snap myself back into reality. I wasn’t sure what it was about having this phone in my hand at this particular moment but just holding on to it was giving me chills and heart pain like I have never had. The more I prayed for good news the more my heart continues to beat unc
