Liz It's been a little over a month since Henry left, and not even Sandra has heard from him. That day at college, he went out to answer the phone and never came back. I cried for days, and it might sound cliché, but I even thought he just wanted to find out if I was a virgin or not. I never imagined that giving myself to him like that could make me feel so awful. At first, I felt used, but now, I can't be angry at him. So many things are going through my mind. I also met Patrick at college; he said he wants to enroll here. At first, he didn't seem like a good person, but now he's the one helping me. We text each other every day. He told me he lives in Germany and even invited me to visit his country. His father recently died, and he's seeking revenge for his death. When we're together

