Laying on my bed looking at the ceiling i have done nothing but think for the pass two weeks, i don't know what's going on in my head, i'm over thinking. Sitting up right i put my head into my hands as i know what today is, its my quarter finals and once again I'm a nervous wreck, the completion is getting harder and before i know it ill be against Linda which should be fun with her literally hating me for god knows what reason, hopeful it will die after this completion and i can move on with my life. Surfing with my heart i have always though about having fun and letting my hair done just enjoying myself which I have start to do but i can see everyone judging me with there eyes, waiting for me to make a mistake or fall, i don't know how to please everyone but I'm hoping my pleasing my par

