I am lost in my own world… as the guilt seems to rake my brain… hundreds of thought seem to swirl around my overtired brain… as I desperately try to wrap my head around it all. I start to silently panic as I loosen my grip on Yera… We can fix this right ??? Right!?? There must be a way to fix it?? Maybe we explain the situation they wouldn’t kick him out??? Maybe he can wear a shirt….. in a shirtless village? Maybe he can just wear a cap or grow his hair really really long??? It not the end of the world right?? Please tell me it not the end of the world … right? He wouldn’t hate me for this… right I didn’t ruin his life?? I am so lost in my own stupid thoughts. I

