Selena's POV
I came out of the water, wiped my face, taking my towel from where I kept it while watching him.
"Sel..."
I raised my hand up to stop him from going anywhere further, after drying my face, I packed my stuff and made to leave but he held me back, I snatched my hand away from his roughly.
"Kael, what is it? Why have you sworn to never leave me alone?"
"It's nothing like that, Selena, haven't you sulked enough? Came back already "
"Sulking? Wait you think am sulking?"
"Don't make it sound like an saying something bad, I know you are angry with me for what I did, I told you, it was her, she seduced me first and this isn't the first time we quarreled, we always get back together "
"Yeah because I was a fool, I should have known them"
"I am sorry okay, let's get back together and forget everything that happened, you can't let your sister come between us"
I laughed. Laughed really hard not because it was funny but because I am disgusted and disappointed in myself, for the first time since this whole saga, I realized that I am a big fool. I saw the signs but I turned a blind eye to it, I often see Kael alone with my sister sometimes, she laughing and touching h intimately, Kael smiling but I brushed it off as just friends gist, I even joined them at time, I should know that the nervous stare Kael used to give me then whenever I see them wasn't because he was feeling shy, but because he was afraid I would get it. I have been a big fool.
"I have been a big fool, haven't I?"
"Sel, please stop this already, you are taking it too far."
"First of all, don't ever call me Sel ever again. You said I am taking this too far, Kael you really have the guts"
"See I know I messed up but all men do it, it's not like am the only one and besides you caused it"
"All men do it? No Kael you do it, only you, I caused nothing, it's all in you, you are the Dog that goes for any hole you can mount so don't put your sin on me"
"Selena, just stop, is that why you are getting on with my uncle? Hmm"
"And if I was, what is it to you? We are not together "
"Don't you dare Selena, I never agreed to this stupid thing you called break up, we are still together "
"Hahahaha, keep being delusional dear, that's the only way for you, because we will never be again"
"Selena, I have already apologised to you, you share the blame partially, you never give me your time and whenever we are together, you don't initiate intimacy, you are not proactive "
I looked at him. Really took a minute to look at him from head to toe. He was really ugly, I just noticed how ugly he is, I must have been blind, very blind, Kael and I aren't true mate, we were selected mates, why did I want to spend the rest of my life with him in the first place. He was with my sister and still getting it in with me, I gagged at the disgusting chills that ran through my body. I waved him off and made to go due to the nausea that held me.
"Selena, are you okay, you look pale"
He made to touch me but I flinched away from his touch, I felt shivers on my body like. I made to leave again, he held my hand and pulled me to himself, he put his mouth on mine. I couldn't register what happened for three seconds, he was very fast. I couldn't hold it any longer and because he deserves it, I let the bile I have been holding into his mouth. I pushed him before he could and more bile rose.
"Ack, f**k, Selena, that was gross, ptooy, puah,"
I stood up after gathering myself, I came close to him and before he could open his mouth agy, I have him a slap, I put all my weight and body into that slap, his head whipped to the other side, he had to turn slightly so he doesn't break his neck.
"Selena!!!"
"Kael!!!"
I raised my fingers pointing it at him. "If you ever, put your hand or any part of your disgusting body on me, I swear I will introduce you to a world of pain"
"You are going too far"
"Yes, I am glad, Kael we are D. O. N. E done, don't come close to me or come to my house and this place ever again or I will beat you within inch of your life or better still, I am ready to face being expelled just to kill you. Don't try me"
I turned and left, but before going out of his ear shot, I said, " leave here in the next ten seconds, this is my compound"
I went inside, rushing to the shower, I switch it to hot almost scalding water, I let it run down on me, I removed my clothes putting them inside the bin, I started scrubbing my body as the thought of Kael being with Lyria then come back to be with me filling my mind, I gagged a few times, I didn't leave the shower till I was nearly scrubbed raw.
I went to my wardrobe and wore one of my new clothes, I proceeded to dump every single clothing or underwear I have ever worn when I was with him, even cups, plates, spoons and everything he used. I took everything to the pack incinerator and dumped them there, I switched on the incinerator. I stood there and watched as everything burned to bit. My body calmed down after that.
* * *
The next day, I came to training really late because I woke up late. Everyone was there when I came but something was wrong, they were all giving me disgusting looks, some curious, some angry, some neutral, some pity. I was not comfortable with any of it. I was wandering what happened but I didn't wander for too long because Lyria and her cohorts were in front of me giving me ugly and auraless smirks.
I don't know what happened but whatever it is has to do with them surely.