~Maya~ I felt Lex turn over and fall asleep but what she didn't know is that I wasn't alseep at all. Too many things are flying through my head to allow me to sleep so, I'm just watching her. All I feel is guilt for not finding her sooner. I also feel complete and total anger for the woman that brought her into this world. As I see the scars on Lex's back showing through certain parts of her shirt my eyes fill with tears but I refuse to make a sound. She has done enough for today and needs to rest. As I look at my wrapped up hands, my mind is baffled at how someone so evil could conceive and hurt such a pure & caring soul. A soul that even after everything she has been through is starting to smile and, even seriously bleeding in order to talk to me without help from Leah. God truly gave

