I hear movement I am in the darkness I know better than to speak even though the basement scares me to death I wish I could say something but they would make me regret it and besides tomorrow is my 17 birthday so I finally get my wolf or so I been told. When I was younger I tried to go outside I play but I was pushed back hard by my mom and my dad beat me with a belt and my mom burnt me with iron I have no idea what sunlight really is all I know is the darkness. They won’t even let me have a lamp down here you think I would be use to it by now but I am really not maybe if I really quite and I make no noise once the important guest leave I will be allowed to at least go back to my closet. I start to shake from the cold down here I pray to the moon goddess that she grants me a strong wolf that will help me survive out and help me break from from this darkness my parents have imprisoned me. Maybe they are right maybe I am just too ugly to look at but hopefully my wolf will not reject me I know if I had a mate I know for certain that they would. I hope my wolf is kind and beautiful and strong I keep saying this silent pray over and over again until sleep comes upon me