General pov
Dear Mother,
If you're reading this, I want to let you know that I am not at the hotel or anywhere near California. Lately, I've been grappling with the decision to proceed with my marriage. Galen's accident has brought about significant changes, including a shift in my feelings for him. Mother, you may understand the dilemma I'm facing—I cannot marry him in his current condition. My love for him wasn't as deep as I believed; it was primarily based on physical attraction. The prospect of a husband with extensive deformities and scars is not something I can accept. I fear that being in such a marriage would lead to severe depression, and I worry about the person I would become.
It's a choice between my well-being and the wedding, and I hesitated to tell you because I feared y
