Sleeping with a Friend

The Kiss that Changed Our World

"There you are." The moment I head Xander's voice, I already felt at ease. He was my night in shining armor just then. I smile my evil sheepish smile. The same smile Cole would see when Ziva was satisfied with how he behaved. "We were just discussing you getting a promotion." Cole looked at me as though I have nothing to bargain with, but "Ziva"'s eyes made him think something different. I may not have anything, but I know that I still have his heart wrapped around my finger. He knows that if I don't get what I want, then he won't get what he wants.

"This little lady drives a hard bargain. I see now why you keep her at your side. I truly am jealous. We will talk later Xander. Good night Lee." We both watched Cole walk back into the house and join the rest of the guests. And we followed shortly after. But before we get to the door he holds me back. "Is there something your not telling me? Did something happen between the two of you?" We are close enough to the house and able to make out facial features. He pulled me back and held me close. "Nothing happened." He smiled, wrapping his arms around me after noticing that I had begun to shiver a little. "See what did I tell you. You are my lucky charm."

A few people at the party had started to look at us on the deck, especially Cole. I gripped Xander's sweater, but kept my focus on his eyes. I slid my hands behind his neck, not realizing that I was batting my lashes at him, giving him sexy bedroom eyes. They were directed in making Cole jealous is every possible way. I have never done this to Xander before. I pulled him closer to my body, and I felt his arm wrap around my waist. He didn't run or push away surprisingly. Our lips pressed together firmly and quick. I ran my fingers through his hair and tugged at it a little. He squirmed, tightened his grip and started to move his hands down to my ass. My hand was still resting on the back of his neck, as I felt his tongue on my lips. I opened my mouth and as he slid it in I sucked on it. I could feel the impact of my action causing him to grow in his pants. He leaned back into the railing of the steps to the upper floor of the house. His hands slid down the back of my jeans, we were now very well hidden, as his other hand had started to move under my shirt. As the palm of his hand touched the soft skin of my breast, I felt my n*****s harden. I instinctively rubbed my hand over the outline of his c**k still sheathed in his pants. I didn't care if Cole had been watching anymore. This was the first kiss in a very long time, and I was enjoying every moment of it. He tasted and smelled so f*****g good. I didn't want him to stop even while he was licking the nape of my neck. His hand was latched onto my breast, and he lifted me in the air as I wrapped my other legs around his waist. We were no longer in the view of any of the party goers, this was personal now and private. He started to kiss the tops of my breasts, as I started to slide my hand down his chest, tickling his abs as my hand disappeared beneath his pants.

"What are we doing?" He mumbled out, but even the thought never interrupted out actions. Our tongues still continued to wrestle with each other, and he pulled my body closer to his, my nearly bare breasts were pressed up against his chest. I felt his hand begin to travel down the front of my pants, until I could feel the tips of his fingers dip into my warm p***y. I felt the pre c*m dampen the palm of my hand. Only when I felt his fingertips touch my c**t, did I come back to my sense. I pulled back and was in awe that he was still fixated on my eyes. His arms still wrapped tightly around me. showing no signs of letting go. "What are we doing?" I tried to put myself back together, trying to get a clear head and focus. He started to pull me back again once more, and our lips me one last time. I felt his tongue slip through my lips and I didn't want to let go of tasting him once again. My hands still tugged at his hair as I bit as his bottom lip. He thrust his tongue deep into my mouth, and I felt his hands moving to my breasts once more. "We have to stop."

I pushed back from him, and he still didn't want to detach me from his grip. I couldn't help but get lost in his eyes, just like the first day I met him. It took fifteen years to taste one another in this way even if it were only just a few minutes. But it was everything I thought it would have been and more. As I continued to adjust my clothes, I looked up into the loft and saw Cole looking down at both of us. I smiled before I looked back at Xander. "I have to go home." I started to walk back into the party, and he followed shortly behind me. I wanted to get out of there before Cole had a chance to corner me once more, and I wasn't ready to have a long conversation with Xander as to what the hell just happened. I knew why I had initiated that kiss but I questioned why I wanted it to continue to go longer, and get intense and f*****g hot. Was it because I wanted Cole to see what he couldn't have? Or was it a build up of so many years taking a chance to be with him? Thinking that he was no longer out of my league. I lost him at some point through the crowds of people, and hid until my Uber arrived out front. I hoped that our actions tonight were not going to have a negative effect on our friendship. I knew though I couldn't avoid him forever, and I'm sure there was no way to ignore the huge elephant that had popped up right in front of us.

I raced to get to my apartment door, and just as I was going to turn and close my door I saw him standing there with a lustful expression on his face. He must have raced to get to my place before I did just so he could catch me before the night was over. He looked confused. He leaned in and since I hadn't pulled away, I saw a light in his green eyes sparkle, as he reached and wrapped his arm around my waist once more. He tugged at me, pulling me in close to his body. I felt my n*****s stiffen and my panties soak as his tongue forcefully separated my lips and dipped into my mouth. Three times tonight. THREE!!! As badly as I wanted to just pull him into my apartment and ravage him all night long in my bed, I pushed him away. I stopped it. I valued out relationship, and feared that our actions tonight had changed that. I had kissed my friend. This didn't feel like we were just playing around though like before. As much as that had been my plan towards Cole, I was starting to second guess myself and my actions. His eyes looked so sad as I started to close the door. I felt that something had definitely changed. And I knew Xander well enough to know that he felt the same way.