I'm looking at the gown I am to wear at my mating ceremony. I had always been an outcast in my pack since I am nothing more than an omega. Matthew, my childhood friend and soon to be chosen mate, never saw me as an outcast, always protecting me and supporting me. I look at my reflection in the mirror and at the gown.
I'm a five foot four inch omega wolf. My face is heart shaped and slightly chubby. My eyes are a deep crystal blue and are round shaped. My hair is a deep burden brown that waves down to my lower back. My lips are bow shaped and slightly curvy resting just below my button shaped nose. My nose is small and sits in the center of my face giving me the look of a child even though I am eighteen.
The gown is elegant and wavy. It's solid white and flows around my body snugly. My body is slightly chubby but curvy in the gown. I'm still a virgin, having saved myself for my fated mate. However, when my wolf, crystal, came forward and we haven't found our fated mate we decided to accept Matthew as our chosen mate. Werewolves can either wait for their fated mate or choose a mate. Once your wolf comes to you at the age of sixteen you're able to detect your mate the goddess has chosen for you.
Two years have passed since Crystal came to me, and we still haven't found our fated mate. We assumed that we didn't have one since we were born an omega. Omegas aren't looked highly at. They are normally the maids or butlers of the pack. They often clean and cook or prepare the main house for special occasions.
I hear the door open and slowly turn to see Matthew step in. I took in every detail about him. His face was rounded and toned. It still showed how young he was but also mature. His jaw was slightly rugged and his nose was sharp against his face. His brown eyes looked at me with love and affection. His round lips opened slightly as he took me in.
His black hair was slightly messy, having run his hand through it when he was frustrated or worried. He stood above me at six foot two inches and when he walked towards me his slightly toned muscles strained against his shirt. " Laura" he states softly as he stops in front of me" I..can't wait until the ceremony. I need to claim you now". My eyes widen as I realize what he means." But, aren't we supposed to wait until the ceremony for a proper claiming?" I ask softly.
" Yes, we are supposed to, but I can't wait Laura, I have to have you." He states as he cups my face" please let me protect and cherish you Laura. I don't want to put on a show for our family". He states before slowly leaning in and capturing my lips. His lips are soft against mine but it still feels like I'm missing something. There is no zing, no spark when he kisses me. I gently hold his shirt as I kiss back, trying to bring any form of spice into the kiss.
He breaks the kiss just enough to whisper" you'll understand afterwards. I can't wait until then" he states in a deep husky tone before slowly pulling me towards a guest room. I slowly follow him, my heart racing in my chest. " Ok, I don't mind since it's you Matthew". I state softly as we head into the guest room.
Matthew quickly locks the door and turns to me" Laura. I love you, and I promise I won't hurt you" he states softly as he guides me to the bed and gently lays me down. He climbs over me and gently strokes my cheek" I'll make sure it feels good" he states softly before capturing my lips again.
I gently wrap my arms around him, letting him control the pace. His hands slip under my back and unzip the gown. He pushes the fabric down and reveals my silk panties and bra before his eyes flick to mine. I think I see a flash of something across his eyes but I don't pay attention to what those feelings are as he captures my lips again. His hands roam my body, every touch makes me tremble or arch not from desire but from lack of experience.
His thumb brushes across my n**ple making me gasp. He slowly moves further down and gently starts massaging my p***y making me moan softly " Mathew, please... be careful" I whimper quietly" I will, Laura, I will make sure you feel amazing" he whispers calmly to me as he continues to prepare to take the one thing I have been holding closely to my heart.
His movements are slow and careful, fully invested into making this pleasurable and enjoyable to me. He slowly brings his fingers away and lick them" are..you ready Laura?" He asks seductively as he moves to push his pants down. I swallow hard as his c**k pops out full and hard. " Yes....Matthew, make me yours" I whisper and watch as he slowly lines up" deep breath Laura" he states calmly as he slowly pushes in.
I gasp and snap my eyes shut as my body adjusts to his size. Every inch he pushes in is tight and uncomfortable at first until I feel it. My cherry popped causing me to gasp at the slight pain I felt. He quickly captures my lips and holds me close as he waits for my body to relax a bit more before he returns to his movements. He finally bottoms out and holds still for me"man...Laura....you feel amazing, around me..." He grunts softly, letting me fully readjust before he begins to move.
The pain slowly fades and pleasure starts to build. Every thrust, feels amazing but....empty. It's like Matthew can't fully give me what it is I seem to crave. I hold on to him and kiss him desperately as I try to gain any form of connection I can with enjoying this. He slowly picks up the pace, sweat lines both our bodies as we get closer to the edge. " Matthew, I'm...going to" I pant softly as we both get closer when we hear keys rattle and the lock on the door clicks.
We both look towards the door in time to see this tall skinny lady walk in. She has long fake nails, a narrow but full face, deep brown eyes and full shaped lips. She gasps and snaps" Matthew! What are you doing with this...omega! Your my fated mate!!!" She shrieks. In that instant my body went cold, my eyes blown wide..' fated...mate?'. My mind couldn't come up with any reason as to why this is happening or how Matthew could have held this information from me.
I look between Matthew and the woman before I try to push Matthew off me" what..do you mean fated?" I state softly, my breath is stills coming out hard. I look between the lady and Matthew, hoping to find any answers to the question I just asked. Matthew runs his hand through his hair and the lady scoffs and snaps" Matthew found me last week when he joined his father for a meeting, I'm his fated mate, Victoria. Why are you in bed with my mate!" She growls lowly and eyes me up.
" Matthew is my chosen mate. We are supposed to be mated in a week" I state confused by the whole situation. I slowly bring the bed sheets up to cover my body as I look between Matthew and Victoria. Victoria sneers at me and starts walking towards me" How do you think an omega would become an alphas chosen mate? I'm a beta, Matthew would never accept you as a mate" she growls and raises her hand to slap me when Matthew steps in and firmly takes her hand and pulls it away" Victoria, babe, this is Laura, the omega I told you about" he states softly.
Victoria clams down noticeably with Matthews touch. It's clear they truly do have a bond. " Matthew" I state softly as I look up at him. " If...you found your fated...why would you lay in bed with me? Why would you want to mate with me?" I ask as the pain of betrayal starts to creep in. Matthew slowly turns to me and sighs" Laura, I did love you, but now I have my other half. " He sighs. " I couldn't back out of the ceremony, not after I promised you. You need someone to protect you. A lot of people don't treat omegas kindly." He turns to Victoria and whispers something to her before she leaves.
Matthew turns to me and slowly walks over" I'm doing this for your good Laura" he states " you don't have a fated mate, you need someone who can protect you and care for you. You will still be the second Luna. You can help fill in when me and Victoria are too busy. You also don't have to worry about being hurt. No one will hurt you as my wife." He states calmly as though sealing my fate. " You... expect me to....fill in? Matthew....I don't want a loveless marriage!" I state tears starting to form in my eyes.
"Laura, I can't give you what you want but I can protect you. " He states and gently stroke my cheek" now, let me mark you so you can stay protected" he states softly and leans in. I instinctively cover my marking gland. A marking gland is a part of a wolfs body that once marked will be a permanent bond between both wolves. The bond won't be broken unless both wolves recite the rejection chant or one of them dies. If a bonded wolf dies, their mate stands the chance of going mad or dying due to a broken heart and can never bond again.
" No, Matthew, I refuse!" I state and scoot away from him " you already have your fated ..just forget about me" I state softly...watching him closely. Matthews face darkens and he growls" Laura, the ceremony will happen at the end of the week, and you will be claimed by me. It's the only way to protect you. I'll give you a day or two to calm down and think it all over. Be ready to accept my mark" he states and stands up to leave" you have until the ceremony to think about it" he states before closing the door behind him.
I sit on that bed shocked by how Matthew is acting, how my life and hope just changed so dramatically. My wolf crystal whimpers in my mind, and flashes a vision of an open field, a new beginning. " But, where would I go crystal? I would be a rogue" I whisper to her as I think over my options.
Going rouge would mean no pack, no home, no safety. Staying would mean being in a loveless marriage, with distain looks from pack members who can't physically hurt me, at least not around Matthew. Staying would mean watching Victoria dance around with Matthew, the man I thought would be my forever. The thought of going rouge scared me, but seemed to offer a weird sense of freedom.
" Fine crystal, we will leave...but the night before the ceremony. We need to gather supplies. Make sure we have a way to support ourselves before we leave." I tell my wolf " I need you to stay closed off to others, don't say a word, gather your strength. We leave at midnight" I state as I think about the best way to play along until we can gather our things and leave the place we called home, forever.