The Heart Wants What It Wants

CHAPTER 3: He's Leaving

Myla's p.o.v

Flashback

I prepare myself talking to Mr. Scott, hands were trembling and I feel terrified. After waiting a couple of minutes, he’s now here front of me.

"Don’t think I am taking your boyfriend away from you, Myla. All I want was to see him succeeding his dreams as I'm sure you do as well." I simply remain muted. 

"This week, I'll be sending my son to Canada. I’ve given you enough time. I know you've been together for so long. You can keep in touch online. You’ll understand it soon once you become a parent." Mr. Scott said as he tapped my head.

My eyes welled up as I heard these words. Never tell me about this, Christ." I do understand Mr. Scott" I responded, I wasn’t expecting this to happen because he didn’t tell me a single thing, his words are like daggers in my chest.

Christ, why you didn’t inform me? You’re leaving without saying anything. A ring from my phone distract me from syncing things that was going around.

"How come you didn't---“ I wasn’t able to finish my concern when he interrupt.

"Mami, I'd like to see you," His soothing voice subsided my anger.

"I'm at our favorite place waiting for you. Please hurry," I immediately hail a taxi and rush that location.

It is where we feel inner peace. I arrived after nearly 15 minutes. I saw a table set up with cutlery and candles. I took a seized around. Light were hanging on the tree rounding it’s branch. It gave me a hint that it was a set-up for a date. The music begins to play after a few seconds.

“I won't be able to sleep tonight because you're on my mind. I deserve someone like you and shouldn't let you go.” I was confused at this moment.

I get my phone to see if Christ called me. I was about to dial his number when I saw him walking towards me. He's wearing his favorite white polo shirt, a birthday gift for him a few months ago. He was carrying a tulip roses bouquet. His ambiance was like asking me to marry him.

“I can't stop falling in love with you every day. I swear I'm not going to let you go. I'd like to spend the rest of my life with someone like you."

He's getting closer with a wide smile curving his lips. I can’t help myself to burst into tears as he stared at me. He was leaving soon and both arms I used to hold are no longer mine to embrace.

"Flowers for you, Mi," he offered.

Since then, tulips have been my favorite flower. Christian used to buy me this from the beginning of our courtship. Until now he never lapse to make me feel special and loved.

"These flowers are as lovely as you, Myla." He landed a sweet kiss on my cheeks.

"I apologize for not informing you of that---." I shut him up by covering her mouth with my lips.

He lead my hand to touch his shoulder as his hands wrapping around my waist. He stared at me for about a minute and I can hear him breathing deeply. I can feel the tense.

I can feel the warmth of his touch. He drew me in closer and kiss me. His kiss became more passionate than before. We both feel each other's warmth peppermint breath. When a spoon fell on the floor, he pushed me at the table. We came to a halt. 

"Shall we eat?" he suggested while brushing my hair with his finger.

It's a memorable and special date. Expecting that this man would leave me soon and I must accept it.

"Myla, I apologize for not informing you," I gave him a sweet smile to not him feel worry.

"I just don't have the guts to say I'm leaving my girl soon," Sweet voice became weak, excitement from his face disappeared, I’m hurt right now.

"Don't worry babi, I'll be fine. Who am I to hinder your dreams?" While holding his hand, 

"How much longer will I have to wait for my man to come back?" I can’t help myself but to quaver,

"After completing my four-year course, I have to take some exams after. You already know how much I want to be an engineer. My parents were expecting me more." He stated,

"I'll wait for you babi, no matter how long it takes. I’ll be cheering you from afar sending virtual hugs and kisses." 

"Thank you very much! Just make me sure that you never flirt with anyone! I'll keep an eye on you!" He gave me a an intent glare and after a few seconds, he smile.

He only has a week for him to leave. So we took advantage of the chance to spend time together. We travel and visit places that we want and chill out at the Beach, had night outs, went camping, and even stayed at their resort for a day. That day was I gave my virginity to him. I am willing to give him everything. Let him feel my warmth body over him.

"I hope this night would never end," he expressed his wish.

End of flashback

I had returned to reality when a message appeared on my messenger. It's Andrew, 

"I’m at home, do you want to go with me for a date?” He had previously mentioned it to me and asking for a date when he’s here. He mentioned me about surprising Jenny on his way home and her birthday. Jenny must be happy because she will be leaving with his mom starting today. I was about to reply, but decided to delete it. I’m not sure if I’m ready to meet guy. I’ve been thinking of It's been three years since I've been single. Why don't I give it a try? I will just hang out with him. Maybe I have to start opening my heart.

"Sure!" Message delivered.