Esme's POV
I can't stop staring at the clock, time seems to be the slowest it has ever been. I can't tell why but I'm so excited for my one hour with Ethan. I'm excited but scared at the same time, my stomach is swirling around like a vortex and I can't even figure out why. Probably because today is the first day, this feeling should ease down in the next few days.
I wonder what we're going to talk about.
But come to think of it, why am I just sitting around waiting for him when I could be doing stuff to take my mind off of it?
He never gave a certain time, he just said he would come to me when he was less busy and that could be anytime, even in the middle of the night.
Why am I acting like a teen excited for her first date? I should really go do something, probably help Rachel out
