BROKEN LIES

Episode 11

Bakit ang init please open the AC,god what she's doing,,binubad nya ang suot na long-sleeve at tanging sandong manipis at bra ang pang taas na natira sinundan naman nya yung suot nyang palda na mahaba may suot naman syang cycling na puti sa pang ilalim pero kita parin ang bakat nang prebado nyang parte

panay parin reklamo nya na mainit kaya ninanap ko ang remote control nang AC sa kwarto nya,asan ba yung remote control nito.

Ang init subra para akung sinisilaban bakit ganito panay reklamo nya ang sarap talaga kutusan,yan painom inom ka tapus hindi mo alam ang pakiramdam,,hey hey wha- what holy sh**t hinubad nya ang sando at pangbaba na pinang sapaw kaya underwear nalang ang natira,napa lunok ako nang ilang besis ngayon naka lantad sa harapan ko ang napaka kinis at ganda nang katawan ni kathrina,parang gusto kona yung mga nakasanayan nyang sinusuot na naka tago lang kisa magsuot sya nang gaya sa mga kababaihan na maiksi at ladlad.

baby you have a perfect body sh--t pati ako nakaramdam narin nang subrang init kaya habang kaya ko pa pigilan ang sarili ko kinuha kona ang kumot nya para takpan ang nakalantad na katawan nya,nang bigla itung nag salita..

You think I'm happy with this kind of life,you think I'm stupid,you think I'm comfortable with this kind of set up huhuhu,she start crying I'm not happy I'm not okay,lahat nalang kayo laging nasusunod ni minsan tinanong nyo ba ako kung masaya ako kung ano ang gusto ko,mula sa pag pakasal hangang sa anong gusto kung aralin lahat nang yon galing sainyong lahat,pero wala kayung narinig saakin dahil ayukong tawaging suwail na anak,na asawa huhuhu patuloy parin ito sa pag iyak,asawa ngaba tawag saakin,well I'm not right Lemuel only in a peace of paper but in real life I'm not your wife,you treat me like a dummy woman oh no no no not dummy,ah what the right words for that ah ummm a toy a doll the ugly wife doll.shhhhh enough kathrina your drunk let's talk tomorrow when you are okay..

No I'm not drunk,i know what I'm talking Mr Valdes,i knew what's on your mind before you agree this f**cking marriage this is not your dream and me too,i want to marry someday with the man who I like who i love.i love a guy to marry me without f**cking agreement.i want someone who accept me as who am I,what am I the way i dress the way my act not like this f**cking life I'm so so tired to understand even i cannot understand but still i try to understand,I hate this life i hate it.all I want is freedom i want to out the shadows of darkness but why,why Lemuel it's hard to get it.do I'm not deserving for the life i want.you know what sometimes i want to suicide cause of tiredness no one can appreciate me even my parents and you. i know you don't like our marriage and i understand you have your own life,I'm not your ideal woman I'm not your dream girl.like what you always said I'm stupid,idiot always puting you on trouble what else ah ummm pabigat..

Shhhh sorry baby i didn't mean those words I'm so sorry for hurting you,I'm sorry but all i can say someday you will understand why your parents do this to you,it's for your own good.

dahil gusto ka nilang protektahan sa mga taong sakim sa pera sa kapangyarin,kaya nagawa nila ito sayo sana balang araw mapatawad morin ako alam kung subra narin ang nagawa ko sayo dahil pakiramdam ko naging pasanin kita kahit hindi naman kailangan kung gawin ito.