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moment of decision making

chapter 7

No no no, please I m' sorry I can't allow that, I don't want anymore trouble please, refusing her request,even if she is shedding blood,I can't allow that, does she know what I have passed through after doing what I thought was noble,I promise I won't cause you any trouble,she pleaded,surprisingly I was doing well not getting broken by her tears,see lady,I equally have my own problems,my life at the moment is complicated and I don't wish to add to it,it was a mistake I did last night helping you,what if you had accused me of r**e or kidnap how would I have gotten out of it,moving to the door to open it for her to leave, please I am very sorry I can't help anymore.

My words to her was like fuel poured into an already burning fire,increasing her cry, please I beg you in the name of God,help me out before something happens to me, I guess bringing God into her plea finally got me,after few minutes of silence , what exactly is going on with you ?, I asked, at least to know what I m getting into, please I don't want to talk about it,I just need a place I can stay and clear my head please assist me, how do you want me to assist you yet you don't want to let me know what is going on,what if I get into trouble as well,I promise you,you won't get into any trouble,I am not a criminal,I couldn't continue with an attitude I never had, although my vow not to fall in love again remains,it doesn't mean I should be wicked to my fellow human being.

In my moment of decision making, my two mind pals returned with the bad one always coming first, I truly wonder if you at all think of yourself,you were lucky coming out of a blunder and you want to go into another, don't say I didn't warn you,you and I know that you can't stay with her for a week without you seeing something in her that will make you develop feelings for her, she's from a rich home for Christ sake,stand your ground and send her out and save yourself the stress of another heart break,of course,there is a truth about this thought, I easily trust and love which has been my greatest weakness, I can't spend days with her without seeing something good in her and I will naturally respond to that feeling, pondering on what next to do,a good flower naturally attracts butterflies,you are not in police custody yet from your last assistance why will you be now that she has officially asked for one,the good mind lending his opinion,in conclusion, I decided that it would be wickedness letting her go by that time of the night feeling sure that nothing would make me develop feelings for her due to our difference in class.

Okay I will let you stay for the night but you have to keep your own promise of not getting me into trouble, in-between tears,she thanked me, I quickly rushed into the kitchen to fix something to eat,by the time I was done only to find her fast asleep on the bed,I ate my dinner and took my bath and then lead on the floor,it wasn't difficult surrendering to sleep.