Jake
Watching my beautiful fiance laughing and giggling so carefree in the ocean was the most beautiful sight. Even though I’m incredibly happy I can’t help but think about Gwen. How our love blossomed over time into something beautiful. How blessed we were when we had Annabel. But then my mind shifts to after Annabel was here and how my wife changed. She suffered from postpartum depression. She became detached from Annabel in the beginning. The doctors gave her medication but she wasn’t great at taking it. We were fighting all the time. We fought the night I lost her and it is my biggest regret. The things I accused her of were awful. I promised myself I’d never make the same mistakes again. I blamed myself for her death a lot over the years. I was in therapy for a long time because of i
