CHAPTER 8
BLAIR ASHFORD
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I feel practically empty when I get home.
Numb. So incredibly numb.
How could I sell information about Natalya and Nikolai to Jace? When they've shown me nothing but kindness. They're the good in this world and now I'm being forced to stab them in the back. The thought churns every last drop of alcohol in my stomach.
If any of them get hurt or put into trouble because of me... I know Boric would kill me. Point blank. Anything that involves Natalya, he'll be there to protect her. From me. Yet, if I don't do as Jace says, he'll torture me in ways that will break me into nothing.
I can't win in this situation. I physically cannot win.
As I walk through the front door at two o'clock in the morning, my eyes sting as if I've been crying for hours but I didn't o
