CHAPTER 10 BLAIR ASHFORD ✥ When I get home from spending the evening with Nikolai, I'm physically exhausted. It's not because I don't enjoy being in his company—now I've realised I really do. But having to pretend that everything is okay when it's not is tough. Knowing that Jace wants me to dish out information on them, including Natalya. It shatters my heart to pieces. How am I meant to do that when they've been so kind to me when I've done nothing to deserve it? The thought of betraying them will keep me up for the rest of my life. Not if they find out first and f*****g torture me for it. That I will deserve When I attempted to go home that night, I had to convince Nikolai not to drop me home or get one of his drivers because I don't want him knowing where I live. Instead I said t

