CHAPTER 24
BLAIR ASHFORD
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The amount of times I've shamelessly touched myself to the memory of straddling Nikolai's lap and remembering the way his fingers circled around my c**t, the way I rode his hand like my life depended on it.
I thought one orgasm and I'd be able to distance myself from his charm, his aura. But in all honesty? I can't get him out of my damn head. My poor c**t is crying because my hand just isn't quite the same, the way he handles me is different. He is different.
The past week I haven't seen him at Dark Suite which isn't totally unusual considering he comes and goes as he pleases. I know little about his involvement with Zane's business but I've come to realise that they're helping each other out.
I hate to admit that I'm the one who is looking for Nikolai th
