14 Nadine The days were passing, and not much was happening. After we had come back from Russia with Ronen, it took her a while to realize staying with us and fighting was the best option. She seemed ready to bolt at any moment. And God knows what would happen then. Imha might capture her and squeeze the location of our hideout from her. However, Micah thought it was just nerves mixed with withdraw from her parties and booze. After a long meeting with Victor, Ceris, Maho, Sol, Ronen, Izaera, Zelen, Keisha, and Alice—anyone seen Micah? Nope—I retreated to my room just as the pain became unbearable. I couldn’t keep from shaking. I didn’t want them to see me in pain again. I fought through the pain as it increased and increased. An hour—or two?—later, I was biting my pillow to hide my sc

