Days passed and we became 'make out buddy'. What the f**k is that, right? But I know she's not yet ready for something beyond that and I understand. I have to respect that. I am already grateful that I could be with her, I can drive her home and yeah, taste her before going home so I couldn't ask for more.
When the right time came, and she initiated to 'do it', I was really hesitant. First, she's under the influence of alcohol, but she really is persistent. And I know I shouldn't take advantage of her, but she proved to me that she's sober and at sane. I trust her and I want her too. That night .. was the most ecstatic night I've ever experienced. It's amazing how I almost went crazy savoring her body. I love her.
But life really has it's own way of destroying my happiness. Sage ca
