DENVER It’s been f*****g weird staring at my phone and not being able to text or call her because Sandra has decided to make me the focus of the day. She’s been staring at me and trying to create conversations, but my mind has been occupied with Ana. I feel f*****g restricted right now, as if a huge gap is between us. I knew she didn’t want to stay with Chloe; she hated it, but it was the only choice I had if she had to be with me. It’s been six hours since we arrived at the hotel in Florida, and I know they must have arrived too, but I haven’t seen either of them. Not that I can even see them because Sandra can’t know that it was a group vacation just because I need Anastasia to be here with me. Sandra has been all around me, making it difficult for me to check on them. I haven’t got

