DENVER When Drake said my brain sometimes behaves like a machine, he wasn’t wrong. He meant I was always acting fast, like a machine. Like a moving train. Always on point. Moving forward. Taking another step in seconds. I don’t believe my f*****g self. I don’t believe I truly went after her and brought her out in the most insignificant place. She’s making me do things that I don’t imagine myself doing. I’ve been controlling myself because I’m way older than her, and she’s now Bennett’s ex. I’m trying to put that all into consideration; that’s why I haven’t let my demon out yet. But she’s not f*****g seeing that. She doesn’t seem to care how much I’m older than her. She doesn’t also f*****g care that she was once Bennett's girlfriend and I’m his father, but she spits out words that get

