DENVER What the heck is happening to me? I’m starting to feel like she’s a drug in my system; I can’t f**k her out, and even when I’m away from her, I can’t bloody function without thinking of her. I thought it might be different if I was with Sandra, but, hell no, it feels like I’m a totally different person, not the Denver I used to be. The f*****g hard Denver is being softened by a girl who should have been a one-time thing or a forbidden fruit I should never have tasted. Now I’m at a messed-up point in my life because Sandra seemed to be acting like she cared about me all of a sudden. She wanted me to f**k her; she told me she missed my touch and every f*****g thing that didn’t make sense to me. I wanted to spill it on her face about why the heck she is missing my touch when

