ANASTASIA I sense danger. I mean, the more time I spend with Denver, the more intense my feelings for him are. And if he should decides to leave me, my heart will probably stop working. I should probably stop, take a deep breath, and think. This is temporary; this is not my home, and one day I might not be here anymore. How the f**k will I cope if he leaves me? I’m afraid my feelings are spiraling out of control. I’m afraid that one day all these will just be gone in a flash, as if they never existed. As if I never had the most beautiful moment with Denver. As if he didn’t f**k me so well and in different places. He f****d me in a club bathroom, and that’s another record-breaker I should tick off on my to-do list. There’s so much more to do, so much on my list of desires, and is it s

