At first, I was furious. The kind of fury that made my hands shake and my vision blur, the kind of fury that had me pacing the room like a caged animal, every step sharp and restless. I yanked open drawers, shoved clothes aside, my thoughts racing faster than my body could keep up. I should just leave. Grab my stuff and just... go! That was the first thought that formed. I should pack my things, walk out of this house, out of Polaris, and never look back. It would be easier that way. Cleaner. I wouldn’t have to look at him and wonder which moments were real and which were shaped by a bond I never agreed to have in the first place. My fingers curled around a folded shirt—and then tightened. No. That was not enough. Then anger surged hotter, sharper. No… I wouldn’t leave, because I

