The morning greeted me with a broken fan that barely stirred the stifling air, seven of us crammed together under its single, faltering breeze.
I awoke not by choice, but by pain — a sharp bruise blossoming on my right arm where I had unknowingly leaned against the wooden edge of the bed.
Through the mist of half-sleep, a voice rang out, loud and harsh:
“In someone else’s home, don’t just sit around—be useful!”
My aunt’s command struck harder than the slap of cold rain against the cracked wooden walls.
I stumbled to my feet to sweep, wash, and iron clothes for her two sons. That was the price of my existence.
That morning, my sister and I were ordered to escort the elder son to his school. It was supposed to be simple—until disaster struck.
The tuk-tuk driver thought we were all aboard. But my sister had been left behind.
I screamed, banging my fists against the metal, my voice raw with panic:
“Stop! She’s not here! My sister’s not here!”
As I turned, I saw her—running, crying, screaming for us to wait, her hands reaching out into the shrinking distance.
The driver finally stopped. We pulled her aboard, and we held each other tight, clinging not just for comfort, but for survival.
But there was no time to catch our breath.
My sister then had to deliver me and my younger cousin to our own school—before she herself could reach her school, always last, always forgotten.
Evening brought no comfort. After school, I had to fetch the younger cousin.
I had no money—not even a coin to buy myself a snack—while my classmates laughed and bought treats from the vendors outside.
I stood silently, swallowing my hunger, watching others feast.
It was a routine of silent suffering that stretched from age seven to eleven.
Nights were worse. When rain fell, it poured through the broken roof. My sister and I were shoved into the worst, wettest corners, while my aunt’s sons slept dry.
Mold climbed the plywood walls, and centipedes crawled where we slept.
I endured, night after night, until fourth grade—
When one night, my father returned.
He brought with him nothing but a plastic bag of leftover food. Different scraps mixed together.
And yet—
That was the most delicious meal
I closed my eyes that night, cradling a fragile thread of hope within my battered heart.
Unaware that today’s hunger was only the beginning —
The beginning of betrayals, of losses, of pains no one had ever warned me about.
But no matter how merciless the road ahead would be…
I
I closed my eyes that night, cradling a fragile thread of hope within my battered heart.
Unaware that today’s hunger was only the beginning —
The beginning of betrayals, of losses, of pains no one had ever warned me about.
But no matter how merciless the road ahead would be…
I knew I could never turn back.