Rebecca’s POV 5 months later. I’m back to work and my body is somehow functioning. My boys are the best thing that has happened to me. Motherhood is great and I feel as though the support is gratefully overwhelming. I have Alister who is currently always with me helping me with the boys, while he tries the apply for an adoption with James, He has really been great. I have had Tristan, who is basically in and out these couple of months but still manages to see the boys. Tristan and I have a understanding relationship at this point. We have a common ground, so we have to be ‘friends’ so that we can at least not fight for the boys sake. We haven’t really spoken about this, but its just the way its been these few months. He was waiting in the hospital when I was released and He tried to help

