My eyes were focused on the screen displayed before me, but my mind was miles away. How would living alone with 'my husband' be. I was finding the whole arrangement so weird. Part of me knew for sure it wouldn't t work, but part of me wanted to give it a try. Rehab in New York.... It sounded like such a far fetched deal. I thought of running it by Lenny but I knew he'd refuse without a second thought so honestly, this was a decision I had to make on my own. I glanced at Killian wondering he had gone silent all of a sudden just to see he'd fallen asleep. He looked like a different person asleep. Someone angelic, incapable of hurting someone feelings and yet here we are. A sharp pang of pain pierced through my chest and I shook my head wondering where those thoughts and feelings came from.

