I couldn't believe I was finally doing this. I'd stopped by a chemist on my furious drive back to the house. I looked down at my hands which were slightly shaking. I'd purchased a pregnancy kit but now that it was actually time for me to pee on it I was chickening out. Was I really ready for the result? "f**k this." I muttered as I shakily pulled down my pants and peed on it. Please please please, I whispered softly. What was I actually hoping for though? I didn't want it to be positive but somehow I'd already wrapped my mind round the concept of being pregnant. But with the way Killian had reacted. I really wanted us to work. Aargh! This was frustrating. I placed the stick on the sink as I slowly cleaned myself. How long did pregnancy tests take. I flushed as I took multiple breaths, my

