[Jersey] It's been two weeks since my mother introduced Ryder to me as her fiancé. And these two weeks have been the most vulnerable time of my life. Ryder had reached out to me sending me tons of messages, reminding me that I should forget whatever happened between us and move on. He went on explaining the reasons why I shouldn't let my Mom know about what we had. And no matter how much I wanted to deny it, it made a valid sense. Not only will my mother be disappointed in me or heartbroken but she's in a state where she doesn't need stress. She's pregnant and this could break her. This could shatter her and heaven knows I love my mother so damn much but I also wouldn't want her to end up with such a man. How would I sit still knowing that a man she's in love with is the same one who

