Elijah Gracia
I'm done for. Everything I've managed to build and develop, whoop, straight into the ocean. Gone.
I can't believe me. How stupid can I really be? Really Elijah? You kiss him? You kiss him now? He's clearly not prepared. Sammy is nowhere near prepared for all my feelings towards him. Why the hell did I do that?
I think I know the answer to that but still, I shouldn't have. I have no idea what's running through his mind right now. He stood frozen on my porch for a solid minute before reluctantly walking away. He's gonna punch me. The minute he sees me next, he's gonna f*****g punch me.
I could help it. I couldn't resist. I have all this feelings threatening to burst out and spending time so much clearing isn't helping. It was my plan to have Sammy help me everywhere. My leg
