The feeling never left.
It started as a whisper at the back of my mind, an itch I couldn’t scratch. The weight of unseen eyes pressing down on me. Watching. Waiting.
At first, I thought it was paranoia. A side effect of losing my grip on reality. But it wasn’t.
Someone was there.
I would catch glimpses, shadow moving in the alley when I walked home from work, a figure lingering too long at the edge of the woods, golden eyes flashing in the dark before disappearing.
But it never approached. Never spoke. Just watched.
It wasn’t the police. If they had found me, they wouldn’t be so patient.
It was something else.
And deep down, I knew whatever it was… it wasn’t human.
I couldn’t live like this anymore. Shaking, waiting, feeling like a ticking bomb about to go off.
I needed answers so I started where anyone would: the internet.
Symptoms of an unexplained illness, Nothing.
Hallucinations, aggression, heightened senses, sensitivity to the moon…Nothing useful.
Animal attacks, missing persons, full moons…Still nothing.
Then, late one night, buried in the depths of a forum about urban legends, I found something.
The Blood Moon Curse.
A myth. A disease. A transformation.
"Those afflicted with the curse of the Blood Moon will undergo their first change within a cycle. The transformation is violent, painful, and uncontrollable. It always ends in blood. If you have already killed, there is no turning back. You are one of us now."
My stomach clenched. My fingers trembled over the mouse pad.
I didn’t want this to be real but my body knew better.
I had already killed. I was already one of them.
That night, the feeling of being watched grew worse.
I sat on the thin mattress in my rented room, staring at the c***k under the door, listening.
The world outside had gone deathly silent. No wind. No passing cars. No voices from the bar below.
Then, a shadow moved past my window.
I shot up, heart hammering.
For the first time, the watcher had come closer.
I reached for the knife under my pillow, gripping it so hard my knuckles turned white.
A single knock echoed through the room.
Once. Twice. Then silence.
I didn’t move. I barely breathed. Minutes passed.
Then, as suddenly as it had come, the presence faded.
The shadows returned to normal. The night came back to life.
But on the windowsill, resting on the peeling paint, was a single black feather.
A warning. A message. Or a promise.
I wasn’t alone. And I never would be again.
The next night, after my work shift, I left my apartment.
I didn’t know where I was going, maybe nowhere. Maybe I just wanted to feel like I was in control of something, anything. The watcher had been getting closer, and I was done pretending I could ignore it.
The cold bit at my skin as I walked down the quiet streets. The town had an eerie stillness at night, the kind that made the hair on the back of my neck rise.
That’s when I saw him.
He was leaning against the railing of a small bridge overlooking the river. The streetlamp flickered, casting long shadows across his figure.
Tall. Broad shoulders. Dark hair that curled slightly at the ends. His presence was commanding, like he belonged to the night itself.
And then he turned his head.
His eyes—golden.
My breath hitched. The same color I had seen in the woods. In the alleyways. Watching me.
The watcher.
Or… no. Something different.
He smirked slightly, like he could hear my thoughts. "You're not very careful, are you?"
His voice was deep, smooth, with a rough edge that sent chills down my spine.
I clenched my fists, forcing myself to stand my ground. "Who are you?"
He didn't answer right away. He studied me, like he was searching for something in my face, something only he could see.
Then he exhaled, shaking his head. "Doesn't matter. What matters is that you need to be more careful."
I frowned. "Careful of what?"
His gaze flicked past me, to the darkness beyond the bridge. The place I had just come from. His expression hardened.
"Of who's watching you."
My pulse quickened. "You mean you?"
A sharp breath of laughter. "No." He straightened, his posture tense. "Someone worse."
I swallowed, my throat dry. "Who?"
He hesitated. Like saying it aloud would make it real.
Then, finally..
"Someone who wants you to embrace what you've become."
The words hit me like ice.
I took a step back. "I don’t even know what I’ve become."
His jaw tightened. "You will."
Silence stretched between us, thick and heavy.
I should have run. Should have demanded answers. Should have done something.
But all I could do was stare at him, at the way his golden eyes seemed to burn with something I couldn't understand.
Like he already knew the ending to my story and it wasn’t a happy one.
On my way back,
I finally saw him, I was walking back to my apartment. The air was thick with the scent of rain, the streets empty, except for him. He stood beneath the glow of a flickering streetlamp, his face obscured by the hood of his jacket. I stopped in my tracks, my breath coming fast and shallow.
He didn’t move. Neither did I.
A memory crashed into me, the night my life had changed forever. The blinding headlights, the cold asphalt, the searing pain in my shoulder as teeth sank into my flesh. Then, just like that, he was gone. That night, he had disappeared into the darkness, leaving me with the curse I didn’t ask for, the blood I couldn’t wash off my hands. And now he was here, standing under the streetlight, watching me.
Fear and rage warred inside me. Did he come to finish what he started?
Before I could move, footsteps sounded behind me. A hand grabbed my wrist, firm but not unkind. I spun around, my heart lurching into my throat.
Elias. The man I met earlier.
His eyes met mine, calm yet calculating. “You need to stop walking alone at night,” he said smoothly. “It’s not safe.”
I glanced back toward the streetlamp but the figure was gone. My pulse thundered in my ears.
I turned back to Elias. “Did you see him?” I demanded.
Elias’s lips curved slightly, though there was something unreadable in his gaze. “I saw enough.”
I swallowed hard. “Who is he? Why is he watching me?”
Elias exhaled, his grip on my wrist tightening slightly before he let go. “If I were you, I’d stay away from him.”
That wasn’t an answer. And something about the way he said it, the slight amusement in his tone, made my stomach twist.
I narrowed my eyes. “Why do I get the feeling you know more than you’re saying?”
Elias chuckled softly, tucking his hands into his coat pockets. “Because you’re smart.” He tilted his head. “But some truths aren’t worth knowing, Olivia.”
My jaw clenched. I didn’t trust him but I also didn’t trust the man who bit me, the one lurking in the dark like a ghost from my past. I was caught between two unknowns, and I hated it.
Elias stepped back, his expression unreadable. “Be careful.” He turned and disappeared down the street, leaving me standing alone in the rain.
I looked back toward the streetlamp. The watcher was gone, but the weight of his gaze still burned into my skin
I couldn’t sleep. Again.
The feeling of being watched had become suffocating. Every shadow stretched too long, every whisper of wind carried weight, and every time I turned my head, I expected to see him. The Watcher.
I knew it was him now, the one who had saved me, the one who had cursed me. The night he bit me was burned into my memory, and yet, I had no idea who he was. What he wanted.
And worse, I didn’t know if I should be running from him or toward him.
Elias, on the other hand, was different. Calculated. Clever. He gave me just enough truth to pull me in, but never enough to let me truly see inside him. And yet, I trusted him more than I trusted the stranger who stalked my every move.
Maybe because Elias wasn’t the one who ruined my life.
I pulled my jacket tighter around me as I walked through the empty streets. The town had gone quiet for the night, but I could feel something moving beyond the silence. Lurking.
I knew better than to walk alone, but something inside me, something primal craved the night. The hunger had been growing, twisting inside me like an itch I couldn’t scratch. I had tried to drown it out with alcohol, with distractions, but it never left me.
The full moon was only days away and I was changing.
A shiver ran down my spine, but not from the cold. I picked up my pace, the sound of my own footsteps making my skin prickle. Then, another sound. Not my footsteps.
I stopped. The night stretched out, silent. My pulse pounded in my ears.
I turned slowly, and there he was.
The Watcher stood beneath a flickering streetlight, half-hidden in the dark, his eyes glowing like embers.
I should have screamed. Should have run. But I couldn’t move.
“What do you want from me?” My voice came out hoarse, almost a whisper.
His head tilted slightly, studying me. “You already know.”
His voice was deep, rough like something torn apart and barely stitched back together. It made the hair on my arms rise.
“I don’t know anything,” I spat, fists clenching. “You destroyed my life.”
His jaw tightened, his hands flexing at his sides. “I saved your life.”
I took a step back. “By turning me into a monster?”
“You would have died.”
Something dark flickered in his expression. Regret? No. Something else.
I swallowed hard, my body humming with a strange, restless energy. I was losing control again. The hunger, the rage, it was all bubbling to the surface.
The Watcher took a step closer. “You’re running out of time, Olivia.”
A growl rose in my throat before I could stop it.
I saw something in his eyes then. Not fear. Understanding.
He knew what was happening to me and worse, he wasn’t afraid of me at all.