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The Lupus Archives: The Thread

Heavy silence filled the room once her voice stopped. Quiet pressed against the walls like it had been waiting. Air stood still between furniture and floorboards. Sounds outside vanished as if told to leave.

The space held its breath beneath what was spoken.

“Your father used to talk about it before he disappeared”

Just for a moment, I couldn’t breathe

Water crept downward on the windowpanes behind her, light from the city smearing into ribbons of red and white where the glass stayed wet. From somewhere deep under the building, a siren cut loose along Noctis’ roads and then silence swallowed it once more.

Yet within the kitchen, all at once went quiet.

Cold.

“What do you mean he talked about it?” I asked carefully while staring at her face. “Mom… what exactly are you talking about?”

Her face changed fast, a shadow of remorse slipping into view.

Nothing like ordinary remorse.

That moment surfaces after a slip, words escaping before thought catches up. A truth meant to stay hidden now hangs in the air. The silence that followed was heavy.

Her eyes moved elsewhere before I did.

“That’s not important.”

“No,” I said quickly, stepping away from the counter now. “No, don’t do that. You just said his name like you knew who he was.”

“I don’t.”

“But you literally just - ”

“Kira”. That word cut through the air like a warning. “Stop right there!”, her tone seemed to say. “Drop it!”

That shift in how she spoke made me pause, mid-sentence. Not often did my mother raise her voice these days. More common was that flat sound - drained. Spent. As if years had sanded down anything bold till all that stayed was quiet.

But this?

This felt different.

Fear curled beneath each word she spoke.

True undeniable fear.

Thunder rumbled low above the rooftops, just beyond the window. My eyes stayed fixed on her, watching closer now.

“How did you know that name?” I repeated, but now with more slowness.

Her hands moved slowly over her face, then she pressed herself into the edge of the counter. Under those harsh kitchen bulbs, something about her seemed worn down. Not just tired - less solid, like she had shrunk while I watched.

After a long pause, her breath came out slow.

“A few months before your father disappeared,” she said quietly, “he started talking about strange livestreams.”

This time, I stayed quiet while she spoke.

“He said people online were hiding things inside them. Patterns. Symbols. Messages.” Her eyes drifted toward the rain-covered window beside the sink while she spoke. “At first I thought it was harmless. Just another obsession. Your father always got too emotionally involved in things.”

I swallowed quietly.

It really did happen that way.

Things stayed with him, though he tried to walk away. My father held on without meaning to.

That look in his eyes meant nothing else mattered anymore. There were nights - like that time past midnight - I’d stir awake, notice a sliver of yellow stretching across the floorboards near his room, sound leaking out in warped hums from tapes played too many times.

That moment felt right at the time.

Now?

It had become unclear to me.

“He kept mentioning one account specifically,” my mother continued carefully. “He said whoever was behind it wasn’t normal.”

Out of nowhere, a odd pressure began building inside my ribs.

“What account?”

She hesitated again.

Then quietly:

“Lupus.”

That voice saying the name again made something inside twist tighter.

Outside the web, it felt off somehow.

Too real.

Fingers began to pull inward, inch by inch, along the fabric of my sleeves as I watched her. She stood still, eyes ahead, unaware. The air between us thickened. Each breath came slower than the last. Nothing moved except the slight twitch near my wrist. Time stretched like thread pulled too tight. A blink felt like surrender.

“What did Dad say about him?”

Out of nowhere, a quiet laugh slipped from my mother, even as her expression stayed completely still.

“That’s the problem,” she whispered. “He stopped talking normally about any of it after a while.”

Faint drops tapped glass while the room sank back into quiet, broken only by a soft whir near our feet where the machine crouched on the floor.

“He became paranoid,” she continued. “He started covering cameras in the apartment. He stopped trusting phone calls. Sometimes he’d disappear for hours without explaining where he went.” Her voice lowered slightly. “Near the end, he genuinely believed somebody was watching him.”

A silence followed, thick and slow. The air seemed to press down after those words.

Watching him.

My eyes drifted to the shadowed glass behind her without thinking.

A shapeless dark met his gaze, broken only by wet streaks sliding down the glass plus a flicker of red light far off.

Yet a strange itch crept under my flesh regardless. A slow unease moved through me without warning.

“He told me once that the streams weren’t fake,” my mother said quietly while rubbing her thumb nervously against her palm. “I remember laughing because it sounded ridiculous. But he got angry. Angrier than I’d ever seen him.”

Almost, I could see it in my mind.

Pacing back and forth, Dad muttered through an idea that made no sense to anyone listening. Pages littered the floor like dropped leaves after a storm. Screens flickered with grainy audio loops, each running out of sync. Next to them, forum threads blinked new posts without pause.

Those nights stayed sharp in my mind, which bothered me deeply.

“He said people were disappearing,” my mother whispered. “And he believed the videos were connected somehow.”

A lump rose slowly in my neck.

“Did he ever show you any of them?”

Right away, her face looked different.

“No.”

Too fast.

Too defensive.

Right away, I saw it. The moment my eyes landed on it, there was no missing it.

“You’re lying.”

“Kira - ”

“You saw something.”

“I said no.”

“You’re lying to me.”

Out of nowhere, Mom shoved back from the counter so fast the coffee mug near the sink trembled with a quiet clink.

Enough now, she said sharply, shifting her body to face the hall. Saying those words was a mistake, she thought

“Mom.”

“You need to stop digging into this.”

“Why?”

She froze.

Now the rain tapped louder against the glass. Just that noise stayed for a short while.

Only after a long pause did her voice come back, still facing forward.

“Because your father was terrified near the end.”

That odd tone in her voice hit me right in the ribs. A quiet weight settled behind my sternum before I even realized.

Not crazy.

Not unstable.

Terrified.

A huge difference.

Out of nowhere, my mother turned to face me, and in that moment, something about her seemed heavier than before. Not until then had I noticed the deep shadows under her eyes. The big sweater draped on her made her posture look smaller, somehow. Her arms hung low, like they carried weight no one could see.

“He used to wake up in the middle of the night checking the locks,” she said quietly. “Sometimes I’d find him standing near the windows at four in the morning just staring outside.” Her voice weakened a little. “Whatever he found online changed him.”

Words had run out of things to do. Silence sat heavy, filling every corner where speech used to be.

Something inside me got her completely.

People might change like that because of the web.

Especially lonely people.

Especially obsessive people.

Midnight finds you again, eyes stuck on a screen, chasing clues that pull you deeper each time. One question leads to another, hours vanish without warning. Years pass like this, days shaped by faces you have never met, built on ideas others ignore. Old routines fade, replaced by folders full of fragments, whispers from forums, pieces of puzzles with no edges. Sleep slips away, pulled under by curiosity too heavy to shake.

Perhaps the hardest thing to face?

It sneaks up on you, so quiet that by the time you see it, everything has changed.

There, near my elbow, the laptop stayed wide awake on the table. Its glow pulled my stare like a quiet magnet through the still air.

Still, the thread remained open. It hadn’t gone anywhere.

~Lupus Archives: Thread Unlocked~

Faster and faster, new messages popped up on screen. Every few seconds a message popped up.

Most were jokes.

Memes.

Funny theories.

People treating everything like entertainment.

A word down low on the page pulled me right in.

USER: @veilwatcher91

“Anybody else notice the voice at 06:14?”

My stomach twisted.

Back in the chair, I faced the laptop once more, hitting replay without hurry.

Flickering images took over the display.

Forest.

Heavy breathing.

Static.

Screaming.

Then -

My heartbeat stopped.

Just after six fourteen, deep in the noise, a second voice slipped through - faint, almost lost behind the shouts.

Deep.

Calm.

So quiet it fades into silence. A whisper lost before it lands.

Yet after spotting it, the sound stayed stuck in my mind forever.

Three words.

“She can see.”

A shiver locked my spine in place. Stillness crept through each limb like frost. Cold settled deep beneath the skin. The air turned sharp inside my chest.

My fingers stiffened above the keys as the playback rolled on without sound. The screen kept moving though my hands would not.

After a long pause, I shifted my gaze to the blackened glass near the kitchen wall.

Down the pane crept the rain.

Flickering neon spilled over the streets beneath.

For a single awful moment -

A shape appeared on the roof opposite, still under the gray light. Maybe a person, maybe just shadow playing tricks, i hoped it was the latter. The figure did not move, yet my breath caught anyway. Distance made it difficult to know whether it was real or not.