Warning this is not a children's book
This book is filled with thoughts that's laying in my head not all of them nice .
Read with caution and don't take nothing that was written in this book #seriously
Hello, I'm a woman that takes time to watch my surroundings, the birds , the trees, the sky, the ground.. I would often sit here and admire it's beauty, and I must say it is quite breathtaking..
And while sitting and admiring the creation of God, I often ask myself one question in many ways
(, what if )
We as humans often take alot of things for granted, we destroy the planet, we destroy what is placed here for our comfort and we'll being..
But what if ?
What if god didn't give us wind 🌬️
What if god didn't supply us with water
What if god didn't give us light
What if god didn't give us trees for food
What if god didn't give us people to interact with
What if we were not here on this earth
What if things were exceptionally bad
What if we were not able to live in piece and harmony..
What we always need to understand is,
Although there is a lot of murders , k********g , violence and more, we still sit in a world where we are able to say if today I want ice cream , I can get up and go get some, if I say I want to go for a walk I can..
Things are bAd, but it's manageable.
I sat here this morning thinking what if things was different, I was the mountain, and I day it looks like it far one day and the next day it's close
One the day the clouds look far and the next day it look like I can reach my hand and touch it fluffy image ..
Do I want to loose sight of it
No I don't
I'm great ful for what I have been blessed with in this earth.. 🌍
What if our planet was no existent,
What if the life I was living was just an hallucination based if what I want and not what I need..
What if I'm out of my mind
What if I'm seeing things
What if and what if
And I always continuously keep asking myself what if ..
Cause I don't think I may ever run out of what if
Cause what if is a great question
That always will need a answer..
But what if what I was writing was just a fragment of your imagination and nothing wasn't real
Me, you, your family ..
The world
What if we were being sat in a chair or laid in a bed and showed an image that's not real and where we do awake were old or were just not existing 🤔
Tell me should I stop with the what ifs
Cause sometimes everything doesn't feel real
I does have to pinch myself to get a grip on reality
And what if de ja vu is our way of showing us that our mind is not our own and we're being control by something else ..
Have you ever wandered what if dreams are really our reality.
Sometimes I say what if dreams are real, they feel so real when you wake up that an explanation is needed as to convince yourself that it wasn't real..
What if we are like the are ..
We , cannot be seen but everyone knows we're here..
What if we could 🕊️
Wouldn't that be cool I sometimes do it in my dreams, but when I wake up it's difficult,
As a spirit we can fly so why as your physical being you cannot..
What if we are living in an alternate reality, a word where we are put it to sleep and we are only awaken when we die ..
It's something to study ..
What if the great beyond is where our real self is..
A place where we can only see when we a truly awaken
What if aaa the crazy people who has been aa stuff aaaa sounds a little off is actually true,
What if all the crazy talk about the world not being a real place is true and all the people we look up to as idols and celebrities and high ministers is really actually trying to lead us astray. ,aaa
What if
What if when we dream people trying to hurt us or harm us or when we're flying , or things we don't remember happen is because it has happen and is happening in our real world and we can't see it cause if the alternator whose keeping our real selfs asleep
What makes the stars shine ?
My research days are up against me , I lay on the grass and I wander what makes the stars shine,
They are pretty, and the shimmer is like nothing you can ever try to draw, you can draw it but would you ever captivate the exact beauty ..
When I took a trip to space via social media , doing research on the stars they look absolutely nothing like what we see from earth, they don't shine and glisten.
And explanation I can't give on this time until I travel to space and time for myself
Let's talk about the ending times..
They say the stars will fall to earth right.
Which is considered brimstone
What if we are captivating it wrong..
Don't try to underestimate what bigger than us..
But what It our lord wanted to do it a different way..
What if he decided to take back gravity from our bodies and we flew casually to our Doom, ending up in space , suffocating a gruesome death..
but in my life that I see reality this is the questions I often ask myself..
my sister can be very annoying, she bought a car , it wasn't working, at the time she was unemployed and I had a stable job. I often told myself she needs the help , I spent so much money on here I could be rich lmao 🤣 but I say here thinking should I have helped her, what if I didn't help here , who would have helped her, I spent hundreds to make sure it drove and her car always has... what if it was me who would of helped , I guess what the what ifs .. you can never get the answers you need ..
look it for the next chapter