Lost Life

Chapter 1

Never in my life i thought I'll say this how can God do this to me after everything i went throu. My whole life i had only one wish only one rule only one thought never ever to let anyone on my mind or play with my feelings. I enjoyed my 25 years of life in peace without any physical or emotional relationship with men that doesn't mean I'm gay with all due respect i just don't want to jump some bone of random guy or the world knows stranger to full fill my need i can do that all alone i know you know what i mean anyways come back to the earth Alicia.

Oh by the way i forget to introduce myself Hi myself Alicia I'm 25 years old which i think you already know that, what you don't know is that I'm from New York the city of happily ever after.

I'm by profession is an Actress and Model still whopping my ass in this field so that i can earn my name or make some space in it. I'm still struggling for my dreams because of my Hitler stepdad Mr Jonathan Jack aka JJ. After spending or should i say wasting my 4 years in college doing nothing but fulfilling my stepdad's dream of joining a Business School so that i can join him and take over his seat which is not in my bucket list that's for sure.

All the while he knew I'm not interested in it and what i want and dreamed of he clearly denied AKA rejected my wish and forced me to join BS(Bussines school). My whole life i did what he told me to what I'll eat to whom I'll talk or every b***h princess or w***e tactics that he never forgot to teach me. He never fails to make me hate him more and more from where should i start?

Okay i guess from the beginning,

Flashback

So basically it all started when we lived in Germany like a happy family me my mother Rose and father John. I was only 2 when in a car accident my dad died because of the heavy rainfall his car slipped and went throu the hill tragic accident, my mother was in utter shock she loved my father they were childhood sweethearts.

They grew up together went to school and college together my mother was only 24 years old when she had me. Both of my parents were Opera singer they just loved to spread magic with there voices they were very known for what they did and always collect appreciation from entire the nation people loved them known them.

Ps; And that's how i got interested in hollywood or in acting you can say limelight.

But when my father died it was like my mother jusst lost her voice it went in all dark and dull for the next one and half years she was just breathing after that she started to collect herself slowly started doing some shows and coming back to life. As the old saying next moment what happened you never know it was then she met the guy named Jonathan Jack at her one the opera shows in Germany. She said he fell for her instantly he saw her on stage came to her at the end of show and that from where the story begins. He was 10 years older then my mother and a Bussinessman running a company that manufactures car parts. Came from all the way New York for a bussiness trip to Germany.

All my mother friends and family told her to not take that harsh step to wait for the time to tell what to do next but He came in my mother's life like a bullet shot from a gun and in a flash. I was 5 when they got married. I never got the chance to know my own father and the father that universe choose for me was not good enough for me. But that i didn't know for a good period of time.

I was 7 when the nightmare strikes first he didn't allowed my mother to pursue her career after 2 years of marriage by saying that he loved my mother and don't want her to get tried or waste her precious life on anything else but him and his home and they should start a family. My mother thought out of love he's saying this.

After that she just took a break from her work.

And started spending time at home it was like a dream for a 7 years old Alicia. She was always there for that child when she needed her but as soon as her husband came she always became cold and distant. Alicia was a very bright child she knew something was not right but she ignored it. For a child it was the most painful thing in the world sleeping without goodnight kisses and hugs from her own mother who is just 15 to 20 steps away somewhere in the same roof as her's made her blood boil and eyes tear.

On ALicia's birthday when her mother was playing with her noticed, her 9years old daughter was looking sad and disturbed. Rose sit beside her daughter and gently asked what's the matter? To that Alicia asked her why she always behaved like a cold hearted person in front of Sir.

ALICIA was not allowed to call Jonathan Dad. She was told to call him Sir from the starting it was like that.

To which her mother told her the bitter truth of her life she never thought she would hear something like this from her mother. She always saw Mr Jonathan as her father that 8 years old child wanted to scream dad in front of her whole class and friends who made fun of her every now nd then but it was not the end the person she wanted to call dad was not even wanted her. Her mother told her that after marriage when they all moved to New York JJ told her that he don't want anyone else's child. Either just got rid of her or start pretending there's no child in the house. Her mother was heart broken devastated she regretted marry on impulse. She consider this the worst decision of her life after all she went throu she never thought she will hear this kind of demands from the man she trusted.

When alicia was 6 she decided to divorce JJ but he denied and threaten to took her daughter away from her somewhere where she'll never able to see her again. At the end she decided her daughter's safety was in front of her where she can see her even can't touch her or kiss her but Alicia will be there.

She told Alicia that JJ was not a bad man but he didn't want the child of a person Rose once loved. Alicia was the last gift John left for Rose. After a while Jj accepted that fact and continued with his life with alicia's mother. Who fall madly in love with Jj unintentionally started distancing herself with her daughter. But she still was there for her even if it's for a little but she was there.