The strobe lights and the loud music added to the dizziness I am feeling. Not to mention that the alcohol I drank started to kick in now. The number of people that are around me makes me feel suffocated. I want to be alone but there’s a feeling inside of me that wanted to stride towards Aiden who is still sharing a passionate kiss with another girl. My heart is aching so bad but I still wanted to ask ‘why?’ Why is he kissing another girl? Why did he told me that he likes me and made me feel special then I will see him sharing a passionate kiss with a girl I don’t know? Am I not enough for him? Did the courtship stage so long that he looks for another one? I still wanted to give him the benefit of the doubt. The aching side of me which is the side who loves him, wanted to justif

