Queen Of The Great Underworld

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“What do you think?” A smile slithered across Yarrow’s face. “Will some more alone time help you?”

Alone again. In a strange cell, not my own. Not even the faint familiarity of the first level, with my sewage hole and space beneath my bed. Just a vast darkness and maddening silence.

No, I didn’t want that.

But I couldn’t tell Yarrow anything. He was not trustworthy.

But if I insisted on keeping the dragon secret, he’d lock me away.

But the dragons.

But the darkness.

The awful choice only encouraged the headache pulsing behind my eyes and back through my temples. No matter what I did or didn’t do, there would be consequences. “What do you want with dragons?” My voice came harsh. Raspy.

“I want to save them,” he said. “Of course.”

I couldn’t believe Yarrow wanted to save anyone or anything. As a warrior, part of his duty was to protect all of the Fallen Isles, but how could that be true when he delighted in cruelty?

If I said nothing, it was into a new and terrible cell for me. And I couldn’t . . .

I couldn’t do that again. I couldn’t handle that terror. I’d lose my mind to the darkness. The strange woman had sounded like she wanted me kept alive, but Yarrow had already demonstrated that my life was inconsequential to him.

I should have died. It wasn’t as if I’d ever been forced to ration food like that. Anabel was a wealthy island, and my family wealthier than most, thanks to Father’s ties with the Luminary Council. I’d always had enough food, carefully prepared by one of the best chefs in all the Fallen Isles. Even three years ago—the year there’d been a drought and tables all across the Isles of Lovers were leaner than usual—I’d had enough to eat.

I didn’t know how to be hungry.

The fact that I was still alive truly revealed Darina and Damyan’s love, because I could not have survived that on my own.

“You know what’s coming for you, Galadriel.” Yarrow loomed over me, full of barely contained fury.

I had no doubt that he would follow through with the threat to lock me in a more isolated cell. Alone. In the dark. Starving.

The thought of another day like that—let alone four more—made me want to curl up and die. I wasn’t strong enough to bear it.

“All right.” My heart thundered in my ears so loudly that I could barely hear my own whisper. “I’ll tell you what I know.”

I hated myself for the words, but they worked magic. Immediately, Tirta appeared in the doorway bearing a tray laden with food. One plain ceramic bowl with a dark liquid inside. One plate, piled high with fish and beans and rice. One fork, one spoon, one napkin.

At home, it would have been a very uninteresting meal, but here—right now—it was a feast. For a second, I didn’t even care about the utensils. I wanted to dig my hands straight into the rice and shove it in my mouth. I couldn’t even imagine taking the time to chew. Such was the hollow pain of hunger.

But Tirta’s gaze darted toward Yarrow and she placed the tray on the bed next to mine, just out of my reach. “Sorry,” she mouthed. Her seven braids swung down the back of her neck as she turned away, keeping her face down like a proper prisoner.

Oh. Of course. He’d make me wait to eat until after I told him what he wanted to know. Showing me the food before—that was just another way of taunting me.

My stomach gave a pathetic growl. I wanted that food, but I was still so weak I could barely lift my head, let alone launch myself onto the tray.

Yarrow glanced at Tirta. “Out.”

Her mouth dropped open, as though she wanted to protest, but instead, she nodded and exited the room, shutting the door firmly after her. Yarrow and I were alone.

“Now, tell me what you know.” Yarrow crossed his arms over his chest. Muscles strained beneath the leather jacket, like I needed the reminder of his ability to overpower me. Like I needed the reminder of my own frailty.

Ilydsey would say I was trading the dragons for a few bites of food and company in my cellblock.

Jan would say I needed to do anything I could to stay alive.

And Mother would say I should not tell the truth.

“Dragons have vanished from the Crescent Prominence sanctuary,” Yarrow said. “I know that much. And I know that you have information on their whereabouts.”

How did Yarrow know about vanishing dragons? I hadn’t even known until a month ago—the day of the earthquake on Idris.

“What makes you think I know anything?” I clamped my mouth shut, praying he wouldn’t lock me in the isolation cell on principle.

A knifelike smile split his frown. “I have friends everywhere. I wasn’t always a prison guard.” He touched the clawed pin on his jacket. “And I won’t stay a prison guard once I have everything I want from you.”

My whole body shuddered. Yarrow had spies—or access to spies—in the Luminary Council. Or someone who worked for them, more likely, or else he wouldn’t need me.

“Well?” He glanced pointedly at the tray of food Tirta had left behind. “You know your options. Do you really want to spend more time alone in the dark?”

No.

I couldn’t.

I’d die.

There was no telling when Mother and Father would get me out, and I wouldn’t survive until then if I kept clutching this secret. Tirta had said so many adults died in the Pit because they expected things. Maybe I was like that—expecting food and water and decent treatment.

Now I knew better.