How can I be happy and felt pain at the same time? This is unfair. I would like to forget everything about him since I know that there is no chance between us. I have accepted it even before. That Alec will no longer come back to me. But now that he's here, a reaper... I don't know what to react... It was unusual to fall in love to a reaper. After all, I never dreamt to become a reaper's wife. But maybe my love for him never vanished. Just like that, I fell in the trap again. Without even thinking of pain of seeing him so close yet so far, I became too soft that without doubts, I said yes. Again, I let my heart decide for me. "Of course, I will..." I replied with my heart beating erratically. After the encounter, I went home. I didn't even know how I managed to drive myself home

