It would be great to have him. I could imagine feeling stressed out taking care of two children. Running in the backyard with their heartwarming laughs, without slippers and with dirt on their mouths. It was heartfelt to think of about it. Something I’d wish to happen before. But sadly, things were not on my side and slowly, I’m learning to finally accept my fate. It was heartbreaking to have both my children taken away from me. It made my heart felt beyond unhappy, not having at least one of them by my side has made me — almost — insane. When Simeon died, I tried to stay positive despite the pain. I didn’t let his death totally take the last shred of sanity from me. I thought of Sloan... Even made plans ahead for our future together since I knew I’ll be alone forever. I thought I’d

