I lay down in the middle of my garden and looked up at the sky. It was filled with bright stars, some were so bright that it was noticeable, others were not so noticeable due to its lack of light. The breeze was cold, it gently stroked my skin, but I didn't even feel cold. I smiled and raised my hand then connected the stars. It was beautiful. It was mesmerizing and my surroundings ... it was so peaceful. I don’t want to lose the peace I feel at this time. This is one of those things that is not easy to get. Like me, I had to get through things that hurt me before I got to this point. Life was too hard for me and until now, it surprised me that despite life being so unfair, I am still here, alive and fighting for my life. Well, just waiting for death to come for me. I'm not scared. Over

